Why must I be forced to make this decision?
It is not my fault that I cannot decide
Life is becoming too harsh to deal with
My feelings and my actions do not coincide
I care but not in the way I should
But my actions do not reflect this
If I could be what how they wanted me to I would
But I cannot
I feel as if I am wrong
I should sacrifice to make the others well
But what of myself?
Do I matter?
So I wait and sacrifice
No matter the cost
But how long can I stand it and why should I suffer?
Why?
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