Let me share my experience with world. And i'll tell you from the start ......when i entered a technical school in the capital of my state.....


31st of March

I recieved a phone call from the school.....telling me that i may come 4 register..It'z a great news! I have been waiting 4 a long time.I told my mum ....she's happy .
Then , my mum say 2 me ..." Is that true? Or is a April fool joke?" " of course it's true...." i answered with full of confidence.


1st of April

Early the morning ... i woke up and get ready 2 my new school with a new hope.Then, my mum and i start the journey. After 40minutes drive we arrive. I quickly jump into the office and get registered. After half an hour , i got 2 knew my form teacher and she brings me 2 the class....at that hour , they have physic lesson in the lab.


2nd of April

I'm happy with the enviroment here.....Cool! i'm just like a POP star in the school.


3rd of April

Mum brought me the important stationary things that i need....such as drawing board , set square, geometry set and france curve . I also get some important text books today.


4th of April

My new friend invited me to join the school debate group.So....i join .


7th of April

I'm selected 2 be in the debate main group! We have our first discussion and research . It's about "The Mass Media is the Main Cause of Moral Decay"......


10th of April

I have my presentation today .Well...... i skip class 2day.


11th of April

We have our secound research , About "Self-employment is better than Working for Others".... This is more about commerce. No problem !we have commerce expert over here.


12th of April

Today is SATURDAY ...actually we should off but we have school . Not 2 show off but the teacher said that it is to replace the schoolholiday. Do u wanna know? WE HAVE AREOBIC ON FIELD. so funny!


14th of April

Today i have my "sesi pengambaran" n also register my cocuriculam clubs. I choose red cross, ELS , wushu n tennis club.


17th of April

We have our 3rd topic reaseach ,about "Learning science and mathematics in English brings more benefits" Hot! it'z the latest news in malaysian education .


19th of April

i went 2 my old classmate house....i spent my saturday affternoon over her house.


21st of April

This is a science week in the school. i participate quite a number of activities. I busy!


22nd of April

I join science quiz.... i love it.There are objective and alaso subjectives question. Real chanllenging ! i use e=mcsquare.....


23rd of April

I have public speaking. I talk about "The melting process" I just like a prof. giving a long lacture to the judges. Yeah! I won 1st place............


24th of April

I have my 4th topic reasearch.......about, "National service should be made compulsory" WAA.........i don't want 2 be in the national service???????
Do u want to?
Actually, it good 2 contribute 2 the country.


25th of April

i have malam puisidra...... I'm like a queen of the night. Again i won....... i'm happy!


28th until 30th of April

I skip from class.....means i learnt nothing except i revise on my own. Well.... i have to practice my debate . We have the aim 2 win and go 2 the national level..I hope we'll win so.


1st of May

It'z a lobour day but i come 2 school. WHY? i have 2 prepare 4 the debate..... We have it tomorrow! i'm shivering!!!


2nd of May

We're on the way 2 the copetition venue.My parents is coming 2 watch me .cool!


3rd of May

It starts in the morning .We're in the 1st group .For the first topic , we're the affirmative.We have a great match with SMTK debaters. The 3rd negatif speaker rebut my research points. How dare he scold me "Don't have a brain 2 think? The Charles dalvin theory is false!" Well..... i remain cool. I rebut him back on my reply speach! i gave him the right serve.
Finally...... we won! We managed 2 go the 2nd round . it's in the aftternoon. We vote and we're the negative.We'll meet with SMTSI.
They mention about the artist do some small business during the economy is down. So, doesn't this show that slef-employmant is very risky especially during the economy crisis? U may even lose all your profit, cost and propety.The artist here is only a small population and they does that is to gain popularity.
Aren't they in a trap?
Definately......we won with our hearing skills.
We're in the 3rd round now....and itz semi-final! We debate with SMTG at 9pm.We're the affirmative now.The negatif mention that we still can count even tough that we can't speak english.Yes, that'z rite but u need 2 know the special saintific terms in the international level and also to explain 2 others about ur counting . Don't u know that math is a key 2 create new formula? So, it'z important 4 u 2 learnt these subjects in english.
They also POI us about the other contries such as Germany and Japan still can be develope even they use their own language.We are now talking about Malaysia and we can't compare so simple with these countries . These countries have already start the language a long time ago and now it have reach international level same as the english language. Let'z look back... the bahasa Melayu where is it now?Most science and maths articles are widely found in international language not so much in bahasa. So, ther're benefits learning science and maths in english.
I love this topic so much until i can rebut them easily.At this debate , we won and I'M THE BEST SPEAKER for semi-final........
Everybody cheer.....especially the guyz....i'm again the POP star??hehehe.....
But, i notice that someone(my teamate) is anger with me.
We vote 4 tomorrow n we're the affirmative again.We happy b'cos we have stong points 4 it.I work with my script until 1am.....Imagine that? D others work until 3am.....


4th of May

We enter final......and meet with SMTLC. We have our debate in the hall ezactly like a palimentary debate.We went up the stage with jokes and happy faces but the negative looks so fierce with their devil & evil faces.They look so depressed with our characteristics.
The game starts!
"National Service should be made compulsory" is the motion.It'z hot! We gave POIs to them and they denied us.....then we 3 of us shout out 'POI please' together. They denied us too....alright , they are 'chickens'! Never mind , we put it in our rebut. They said that we can learn moral and prepare our future live by education in school. Thatz rite but we have our stand that ,we can learnt more and serius but entering national service. All what u learnt in school is theory and no practise.Is theory will sure u to know them better? Do theory sure ur moral? If u answer yes, thatz bluffing! Theory are words that create and do u them reality?Not sure yet! So, by national service that they enter, they'll leant and practise them and soon all the good moral practise that they learnt will be a norm in their daily life..... We can't say that national service is wasting of time and a distruction in our life but they actually bring benefits 2 us and itz only 4 a year or two.
Say not what the country can do for you but ask what you can do for your country.
The negative have no stand as the 1st speaker said that it does not bring benefits,2nd speaker,it has no benefits and 3rd speaker , it have some benefits. We rebut them that and their misguided points.
At last, the result out.......We won the first in state level!


5th of May

I went homeand i'm sick of the debate.So, im absent 2 school.Today, they announce in school about ur achivers in debate and also the science week.I went 2 KL until the 7th may. I'll go back 2 school on the 8th.


8th of May, thursday
I'm back 2 school.Im happy bcos of my achiving and we're in the press!But, my day have been destrory by an evil teacher! How wicked lady is that.U can't really imagine?
I was given a job 2 do and i was allowed by my 3rd principle 2 give announcement from class 2 class. We can't use the microphone b'cos the msg. is 4 form 4 students. The form 5 having exam, it would be a disturb if we use mic.
After i had finish giving announcement , i and my friend directly go back 2 class.....no wasting time!
What a hell teacher! She did not hear what we are saying.And instantly pinch@cubit me on my left arm.TWICE! Imagine that?
Is that the right way? OF COURSE NOT!
She suppose 2 hear my reason first and what is her reason 2 pinch me?
Not only that, she said itz worth 20 cent. I can't understant her and I took out my purse 2 pay her but she say that itz about the pinch. Is she having a mental problem?
Im so ashamed and hot . All i can do, is asking permission 2 go to the washroom.I just can't suspact that my cheer face turn 2 an ugly face after my tears drop! I looks ugly when i cry!
It'z all the teachers fault!
Then .....i went 2 the pk HEM teacher again n tell her about the incident! But......it'z no efective......noting change. And what'z amazing here.....she asked me to take it as it is! Isnt that crazy? I'm not guilty here! I don't know what 2 do now......am i going 2 tell mum about it or not? My mind puzzel. Tomorrow, i have exam!
Really, what a bich women is that! Makes me sick!
No buddy....no one......really understand the true pain and feeling that i'm having.


9th of May , friday
Exam............it'z english paper. I have no worries about that. But, i have other worries!
After exam.....i quickly rush home. I want 2 go to the Science n technology Carnival near my hometown......
I'm a bit late. i hope i could meet my friend ....but i missed.I hope i could be cheer up.....but it'z all a hope.
Well..... i could meet my classmates in the carnival.I'm suprise 2 see them. They change a bit growing-some gets plumpier n also some gets thinner. I also manage 2 meet with my primary school headmaster. I have a short chat with her.She ask me about my studies...she'z suprise with my result and i'll remember her message that 2 get staight a's in my next year exam. i'll try my best!
I walked round the school.....it's new built. But, every year they make roughly the same invention. Penggera keselamatan rumah? Automatik suiz? All guna prinsip yg sama ....some just apply on diffrent bahan. For me ....that'z not real improving.....bcos i come from an electrical class.....yg most important 4 an engineer is to make new circuits..But i understand that school students can't produce this level yet but maybe in the future.....even i'm still studying to do that too.....
I guess last year carnival is much more cheerful than this year.....I still remember there are more inventions including new reasearch on 'daun setawar' n.....also car detecter.....There're more visitors 2.bcos my school is near town..n also there's a hall in my school to make the ceremony more comfortable.....
After that......i went home. i feel so tired and i just lay down.
At nite,i went 4 bath. Then... i put on a sleavless shirt. Mum suddenly saw something on my arm. It become a mark. I'm shocked too bcos it becomes blue. I remain quite. Mum starts to guessting...and ask me is that the girls do me? or the boys? or outsiders? bcos she beleives me that it could be not the teachers...... n last she asks is that the teacher do it 2 me? My tears went running down my cheeks. What am i suppose 2 answer? My mum understands me......late at night....she ask me 2 tell from the start. Then........she discuss with dad......they then decided 2 change me back to my former school.


10th of May, saturday
My mum and dad wants 2 talk 2 the principle about it.He's out 2 the science carnival near my hometown. But the pk HEM was in. The chemistry teacher was in the office too....They asks me to change class...but what for? i'm in the 1st elec. class .why should i change class? It'z not my classmate do me?I guess the teacher should change class!
My dad say 'NO! We want to change our daughter back'They say they can't release me just like that bcos they don't have the power and we have 2 talk 2 the principle first bcos i entered this school with a special way.
Mum bring me 2 the hosp.
In the evening......the principle back home. Mum n dad went 2 his home 2 tell him about it. He say nothing but ask us 2 come monday morning.


11th of May, sunday
My parent brings me to photograph.


12th of May , monday
My parents brings me 2 school...early in the morning, we went 2 the principle room. Exam starts at 8am. He preasued me not 2 leavethe school. but....i can't do anything.I lost my confidence on the teacher n school. Furthermore...it's not comfortable 2 be in one race school. In the school...i'm the only non-muslim girl. Also.....i can't make free chat with girls n guys. They are not open mind.yaw.......wwwww..nnnn....... so boared! I think i better out before it gets worse!
At last,he agree 2 sign.
I went back 2 class acting normal....I dont want 2 let them know about it..as im taking the exam here.
I have chemistry exam......paper 1,2 and 3...It'z not hard.I can do it!


13th of May, tuesday
Today.... i have moral exam and also maths exam......My God! the moral exam is really dam hard! 8 situation must be solve and write out 2 esei about the situation given with moral values. People usually said that moral is much more easy than agama, rite? but it's wrong.....it could be same hard as agama.Wa.........
i'm dead....i just wait n see 4 the result?????
Maths ! My favourite subject. All question can be answered.I guess it'z no problem 4 me 2 get A1.....


14 & 15th of May, wednes &thu day
It'z public holiday.......


16th of May , friday
Yoo.......History exam....Looks hard but it's not so hard. I put on a few strategy n it could be answered okey.....i beg 4 an A.
After exam we have teacher's day celebration.......so boared! My former school much more happier n hotter celebration. Usually they have karaokey , macth..... forgiving ceremony.....n lots more.
My friend called me at nite ....she say that they miss me....n the celebration was not so cheerful witout me as the 'urusetia'......


19th of May , monday
I exam bahasa malaysia.... paper1 n 2
Not so hard n not so easy.....but i can do it..... i beg 4 an A too..4 this sub.


20th of May, tuesday
Yes.......physic n add math exam......The killer paper! but let me be the killer .....no reason 2 fail in these papers.......I answered them carefully..it'z in subjective question.......i love it..bcos most of them will be killed.I beg 4 an A1 in add math .... i love add math....bcos the question can puzzel us with the formula.....


21th of May, wednesday
Haya..........exam 'lukisan kejuruteraan' and 'p.kejuruteraan elektrik n elektronik'
lukisan ok.......but 4 pke i have just never read the simbols......(hahaha...)it was the intro....simbols about..suis utama...plbb..meterkilowatt....fuis hidup..Never mind......
i can solve the pengiraan hukum arus n voltan kirchoff.....hukum ohm....dlm litar siri,selari,n siri-selari....n dua punca voltan dlm 2 gegelung-this kena guna persamaan serentak 2 selesaikan .Not hard!
i have check with dad...n my counting is right.


22th of May, thursday
ye....ye.......my last exam.......EST.....not hard only an hour.....I beg 4 A1 la.......Answer base on science matter-n it'z about 'a smart truck n a dump truck'
Yea......yea....itz also my last school day......i'll back 2 my former school in the next semester.....Some of the teachers told my friends that i'm going.They scold me .....but i say 2 them that.......i'm not yet sure weather im going or not.....just 2 cool them down.......
but, reality......im leaving!
I give up this school.....n cancled my participant in 'tanglong competition-state level' and 'debate-national level'
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