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they say you dont listen and you need some discipline but i knew something was wrong. it took sometime to come to grasp and i had to be strong to hear the advice. i made the call and then the appointment. we went to the doctor and she said you were special, for you have autism. special? what did she mean? that dont seem like a special dream! i was so confused and upset to but you were still the same happy little boy that i love so true. we came home and i lost my emotions,what was i going to do? i searched the net only to come to no conclusion. i have cried day and night but, have i cried for me or for you? months have passed and oh how you've grown as i sit and think i'm so glad your my very own. you've taught me alot my dear little boy but most of all you've taught me what real love is about for that there is no doubt that i'm so blessed for having you as you are. you have taken alot from me but you've given me twice as much your love is so special to me. you have made my life so different and sometimes i wonder if i can hang on for i feel tired and worn but then i hear the patter of your little feet running through the house wanting me and i see you come around the corner with your bright eyes so full of love and that smile just touches my heart as you jump into my arms and that makes me keep moving on. thats when i finally relized yes my child is so special. |
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