Buffy was back
in Sunnydale.
She made sure
her stake was tucked securely in her jeans, then she and Willow headed
out.
Buffy wouldn’t
use the word patrolling, because that’s not what they were doing. They were looking around; trying to
see if they could find anything unusual – which in itself was an ironic
statement.
Unusual and
Sunnydale were usually synonymous.
“We won’t get
much done in a couple of hours,” Willow said quietly. “I’m sorry, Buffy. I just
don’t see the point.”
Buffy stopped
and looked at Willow. “I don’t know
what else we can do. We have
nothing. Figured if there was something
to find, this would be the way to do it.”
Willow nodded
and they continued walking, both woman chatting quietly and taking in their
surroundings.
Buffy figured
they had time to check a few more streets, but then they needed to head to her
house. She wanted to make sure they had
ample time to check it out before Faith and Xander got there.
She was so
caught up in her thoughts she didn’t realize that Willow had stopped
suddenly. “What is it Will?” she asked.
“Unusual like that?”
Buffy followed
Willow’s gaze. “You have got to be
kidding me.”
Sunnydale High
School; the Old Sunnydale High School.
“It looks like
it did before graduation; before the Mayor’s attempted ascension and before it
went boom,” Buffy said. “I remember…
Fire Bad, Tree Pretty.” She looked at
Willow. “Angel leaving.”
“How can it be
standing there?”
Buffy walked
closer to the school, stopping on the sidewalk that ran along the front. “I don’t know.”
“What do you
think it means?” Willow asked.
“I have no
idea. We’ll ask Giles. Maybe he’ll be able to make sense out of
it.”
“Buffy do you
think that the library is the same?”
Buffy knew
where the question was leading. “Research?”
“That’s what I
was thinking. If Giles’ stuff is here
too, we may be able to help out, double up the researching, or maybe he could
even come here.”
“We’ll come
back tomorrow with the others and see what’s up.”
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On the surface
Faith appeared calm. Inside she was
going crazy.
She had tuned
out Xander’s incessant babbling an hour into their recon mission. She knew it wasn’t his fault; she just
didn’t like the way she was feeling and she didn’t want to take her frustration
out on him accidentally.
Her trepidation
alone was enough to have her feeling on edge.
That added to seeing the perfection of Buffy again was all she
needed. She finally couldn’t take it
anymore.
“Are you done
now?”
“What? Xander asked. “I’m nervous. When I’m nervous,
I talk.”
“You must be
really, really fuckin’ nervous then.”
They had
covered pretty much all they could in the two-hour time allotment. They hadn’t found anything remotely
unusual. Faith was starting to think
that maybe it wasn’t such a big deal.
Sunnydale was back. So
what. Not like it was any worse then it
was before it fell into a hole in the ground.
They hadn’t even stumbled across any vamps. Maybe the Hellmouth was closed after all.
If that was the
case, then what was with all the uneasiness?
“Okay, this is
pointless,” Faith said. “What time is
it?”
Xander glanced
at his watch. “We have a half an hour.”
“Close enough
for me,” Faith said, turning around and walking back the way they had come.
Xander sped up
to catch her. “What are you doing?”
“Going back to
B’s. There isn’t shit here. Maybe she and Willow had better luck than we
did.”
“We still have
a half an hour.”
“And if we walk
really, really slow, we’ll get there exactly on time.”
He didn’t
bother arguing with her.
Walking back to
Buffy’s all Faith could think about was Spike.
She knew where he was and she had been tempted on more then one occasion
to take off and go to him. But no
matter how much Xander was annoying her, she wasn’t going to leave him
alone. It wouldn’t be the right thing
to do and if Faith was about anything nowadays, she was about ‘doing the right
thing’.
Sometimes she
thought that the going back to doing the wrong thing would be a hell of a lot
easier.
They turned
down Revello Drive and headed towards the Summers’ house. Faith took in her surroundings and didn’t
find anything that seemed off. She had
done her best to place her fears on the backburner and so far, that’s where
they were staying.
“Doesn’t look
any different does it?” Xander asked.
“No it
doesn’t. There’s B’s house. Light’s on and everything.”
“Wonder who’s
home?” Xander asked pensively.
“About to find
out.”
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Besides the
high school the only thing that Buffy and Willow found unusual was the lack of
demons. The didn’t find any. They would run into people occasionally
milling about, but nothing evil. No one
was afraid, and they were basically calm.
Buffy didn’t
need to take her stake out, not once.
Now they were
headed back to 1630 Revello Drive.
“You okay
Buffy?” Willow asked.
Buffy didn’t
answer at first. She was a bundle raw
nerves. She knew her house was on the
next block and the only thing she could think of was Dawn’s question, “What if
Mom’s there?”
She also knew
that Willow was waiting for an answer.
Buffy told her
friend the first thing that sprang to mind.
“I don’t know, ask me again once we get to my house.”
Buffy walked up
to her front door, indicating for Willow to stay behind. Taking one last glance over her shoulder,
she opened the door.
No body was
home. She still felt nervous, but the
feeling didn’t intensify once she was inside, she figured that was a good
thing.
She went from
room to room, starting with the basement, and ending up in her very own
bedroom. Everything was the way it used
to be, less the damage that was done after the Potentials arrived.
Her room was
her room. Dawn’s room was Dawn’s room
and their mother’s room was the way Willow and Tara had it.
Buffy was more
confused than ever. She walked out the
front door, “It’s okay, Will.”
Willow came out
from behind the tree in the front yard.
“Anything?” she asked.
“Nope,” Buffy
said relieved. “Mom’s not here, and by
the looks of it she won’t be coming back anytime soon.”
Willow met up
with Buffy in the house. Between the two
of them they couldn’t find anything amiss.
There was food in the fridge, cans and cereal in the cupboard and fresh
fruit on the counter.
“I think I
would be less nervous if we found something bad,” Willow said sitting down at
the kitchen table.
“I was thinking
the same thing,” Buffy agreed. She sat
down with Willow and leaned her chin on her hand. “I just don’t get it. Why
bring Sunnydale back? Why would anyone
want to? Okay, maybe big evil dudes
would want to, but why bring it back and then leave it so… pristine? There isn’t anything bad here.”
Buffy didn’t
want to let Willow know about the apprehension she had felt before the plane
even landed, let alone how much it had intensified since then. The unbridled fear was there and Buffy
couldn’t see any reason for it.
Not to mention
her newly acquired fear of the dark.
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“B said we’d
know before we made it up to the front door,” Faith said, not bothering to
knock and walking right in.
“Maybe we
should knock?” Xander said, following right behind her. “Or not.”
“Yo, B. You here?” Faith called out.
“We’re in the
kitchen,” Buffy responded.
“Anything?” Buffy asked as Faith and Xander came into
the kitchen.
“Not a thing,”
Faith supplied. “No vamps. No
nothing. You?” Faith asked, pulling out a chair, turning it
around, and straddling the back.
“Only thing we
found out of the usual was the high school - the old one…” Buffy paused. “Pre-Mayor Sunnydale High.”
“Hellmouth
still there?”
“Didn’t take it
that far,” Buffy said, going to the fridge.
After grabbing something to drink, she sat back down. “That might be something we do during the
day. Willow and I figured we’d go back
and check out the library – see if all of Giles’ stuff is there. Kind of hard to see if the Hellmouth is
there without ripping up the floor.”
“We need to
call Giles, too,” Willow added.
“We do don’t
we?” Buffy asked. “I guess now is as
good of a time as any.” She set down
her drink and went to the phone.
After what felt
like forever, Giles finally answered the phone.
Buffy spoke to
him briefly, the discouragement showing on her face. Once she hung up, she reported back to the others. “Giles still doesn’t have anything. Having the Old Sunnydale High School here
should tell him something, but right now, it doesn’t. He’s really frustrated, us not having much to tell him didn’t
help either.”
“So what are we
going to do now?” Xander asked.
“Not much we
can do. I suggest we all stay here, get
a good night’s sleep, and start fresh in the morning.” Buffy asked looking around to see if
everyone was in agreement.
“I’m glad to be
back and all,” Faith said slowly getting up and walking towards the
backdoor. “But I’m not one for PJ
parties, so I’m going to take off. I’ll meet you back here in the morning.” With that she was gone.
“Did that
surprise anyone?” Xander asked.
“No,” Willow
added. “Faith’s not exactly a
joiner. Do you think she’ll be okay,
Buffy?”
“She’s Faith.”
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Faith didn’t
stop until she got to the crypt door.
She didn’t bother knocking.
She stormed
across directly to where he slept. She
didn’t wait for him to wake. She was on
him before he could move. She whipped
down the covers.
He was
naked. That didn’t surprise her.
Spike was awake
now, still saying nothing, but watching her intently. Faith wasn’t sure if it was out of surprise or curiosity. It didn’t matter to her; she was doing what
she wanted to do, what she had been thinking about ever since she left the
Bronze.
She grabbed
Spike’s legs and yanked him down to the foot of the bed, his arms flying out,
pillows landing on the cold-hard floor; his hips stopping where his feet had been just moments before.
Faith not
wasting any time, took him fully into her mouth.
Spike tried to
sit up, but she pushed him back down.
She didn’t want him moving; she didn’t want him talking; she didn’t want
him questioning. She just wanted him to
lie there, let her do what she wanted to do.
“Bloody hell,”
he moaned. Spike was squirming so much
Faith had a hard time keeping him still.
It didn’t matter; she had almost accomplished what she had set out to
do.
Knowing he was
close, Faith stopped, her mouth and her hand switching places momentarily, and
then she stopped altogether
Spike looked at
her as she grinned naughtily, pulled up her shirt and unfastened her jeans.
Taking
advantage of her Slayer speed, Faith was up and on him faster then he had
expected, riding him harder then she ever had before.
Faith could
tell by the way he was moving under her that he was trying to reposition himself,
but she wouldn’t let him.
She didn’t
realize it until it was too late, but somehow Spike had managed to maneuver his
hands under her legs, and with one fast lifting motion she was no longer on
top. He was.
“No!” she cried
out.
“Oh, yes,” he said,
the husky tone of arousal now evident in his voice.
Spike quickly
got up on his knees, grabbing her in the process. He pulled her to him, lifting her up, and back on. They made their way to the edge of the bed
so Spike could use the floor for support, all the while locked in a passionate
kiss.
Faith was
trying to regain the upper hand, but Spike would have nothing of it. They were fighting for control. For domination.
The more they
fought. The more turned on they both
got.
Spike stood,
still holding onto Faith. He turned
around and dropped her onto the bed. He
withdrew for a split second, and then pushed in as deeply as he could, speeding
up as he went, going a little deeper each time.
It didn’t take
long for either of them after that.
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“You’re going
back to L.A.,” Faith said
matter-of-factly, getting out of bed to get dressed.
“What?” Spike
asked.
“You’re
leaving…. Take the car. I don’t
care. You just need to get out of
Sunnydale,” she told him, not giving him the consideration of actually looking
at him as she spoke.
“And why would
I do that?” he asked, getting out of bed and throwing on a pair of jeans that
were lying nearby. “Why in bloody hell
would I be going back to L.A. at this very moment Faith? Enlighten me with your wisdom.”
Faith tried to
ignore the sarcasm that was in his voice.
She had too many reasons why Spike couldn’t stay here and she wasn’t
about to elaborate on any of them.
“Because I said so.”
Spike laughed
humorlessly. “Oh, so now you’re telling
me what to do? Is that what’s happening
here?”
She finally
looked at him. “Look, this is too
distracting for me. The entire time I
was with… them. All I could think about
was you and,” she pointed to the bed, “that.”
Spike eyed her
curiously.
“We don’t even
know what’s going on yet. There’s
nothing weird. There’s nothing
dangerous. The high school is back.
Besides that we got nothing, nada, zip.
So what’s the point in you staying?” Then she added rather offhand,
“Besides you getting laid.”
Spike moved so
quickly Faith didn’t know he was on her until it was too late. He grabbed her by the shoulders and slammed
her against the wall. “Do you think
that’s all there is here? Bleedin’
sex? You have so much to learn about
men. About me, Faith.”
She loosened
herself from his grip, ducking under his arm, and stomping away from him. “Oh, and you’re going to be the one to teach
me? Is that what you’re trying to tell
me, Spike. The all-knowing vampire is
now going to teach me about men. That’s
okay, but I think I know enough already – I’ll pass.”
Spike sighed
loudly and went and sat down in his chair.
“Why do you make this so hard all the time?”
Faith was taken
aback, not knowing how to respond.
“What are you talking about?”
“This,” Spike
said motioning with his arms. “Here we
are, getting along famously. Then outta
bloody nowhere you’re pushing me, telling me to leave, closing yourself off –
again. Why can’t you just admit to
yourself that we have a good thing going and accept that? Why do you make it so bloody difficult?”
Faith was in
Hell.
When had all
these emotions come into it? They were
fucking. Plain and simple, damn
it! Why did he need an explanation for
everything? They had fun and now she
was done. Admittedly he was a friend
she supposed. Lord knows she didn’t
have tons of experience with those. But
still... she said leave. He should
leave now, not talk about it, not discuss it.
What she said goes. Why didn’t
he see that?
“I’m not
leaving.”
Confusion
creased her brows. “What do you mean
you’re not leaving? Yes you are.”
“I’m not
leaving… Pretty simple, innit? I’m not
going anywhere and you better get used to ‘aving me around.”
Faith blurted
the first thing that came to mind. “You
stay, I’ll tell Buffy you’re here.”
Spike
laughed. “You wouldn’t dare.”
“Try me.”
Spike crossed
his arms in front of him. “Tell
her. Save me from doing it.”
He was calling
her on it? How much more infuriating
could one man be? What in the hell was
she going to do now? She hadn’t meant it when she said she’d tell B. Now she wasn’t so sure. Only thing she did know what all this
arguing was giving her a headache.
“God! You are pissing me off. Why can’t you just make this all easier on
everyone and go?” Faith said, walking over to where he was sitting.
“On everyone or
just you?” Spike asked, unfolding his arms and taking Faith’s hands in his.
She resisted at
first, but she knew her fight was gone, at least for the moment. It was almost sunup and she hadn’t gotten
any sleep.
Spike motioned
for her to sit on his lap and Faith sat.
“Are we done now?” he asked.
Faith didn’t
say anything, she just laid her head on his shoulder.
They stayed
that way for the next hour.
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