I�d suffer for your love
The bitter taste of regret on my lips
Just for one more touch of your fingertips
Just to hear your sweet voice
Whisper to me again
I hate myself for what I�ve done to you
They say that the truth shall set you free
But it can�t lead me to your arms
The glass that�s jabbed into my heart
Reflects the sorrow that I put on you forever
The world went black when your footsteps went faint
Endeavored suicide
I think the worst is over
But it has barely begun
Crying
Dying
Sighing
Lying
Crumbling
Under the pressure
Of it all
I took this love for granted
And tossed it around
How wrong was I to do so?
I never knew what I really had
Until it was too late
When it was unpatchable
I realized everything
Everything is gone now
I�m one step too late
Nothing is coming back
It looks like I have to reconstruct these walls
But every time I start to build
One thought of you makes it all crumble down
And so I give up
I�m small and frail in this bitter, cold world
I look around
And crawl out into the darkness
Following your blurred footprints
Seeking protection
And possibly forgiveness
Expecting no gratitude from you, I call out in vain
You hear me, surprisingly
You look down upon me as if I were a child
And you slowly turn your head in shame
And walk away
I beg you to spare me this once
As you leave me with my dismay
While I follow like a puppy waiting for her bone
You say, �Follow if you must
You�ll get your bone, but not from me�
Your ear-piercing words cut at my heart
Having you say things like that tear me apart
Look at what I did
I destroyed a love so perfect
And as I can taste in your voice I killed you
But as you said
You�re going home
And I�m still lost in this blizzard
Never to be found
You�re over the hill
And I�m at the foot of the mountain
I�ll never make it alone
But you surely will
You knew it all along
What I�d do wrong
You prepared for the worst
But I prepared for the best
You thought I�d hurt you
Looks like you were right
I no longer can say you won�t leave
And you are never going to find out
Because you walked away from me
After I killed you
But I truly didn�t kill you
I just sent you home
Then I committed suicide
Not even wanting to leave
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