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I've always wondered how it would be like to be a man
But I wouldn't change myself into a man for someone
I like who I am
This is me!

I've always been a tomboy 
Full of boy's interests and ideas
Why wasn't I born a boy?
Having to deal with ups and downs in life

Life for me is like bricks on pancakes
Being squashed with work unfinished,
left in the dust
But I try my best to be a good student
Oh brother, show me the way to success!!

Music plays on my stereo,
so softly
Beautiful melodies twinkling out to shine the stars tonight
Can I sing?
Can I feel what notes are played?
What is this song saying to me?
Can I really succeed in music?
Oh baby
Show me the path, and I'll follow you.




Written at 9:09 PM 5/8/00