| 29 December 2005 | |
|
12:00 I've sent another invite
for NYE and got only 1 enthusiastic reply from Charles who wants to bring
Thomas! I don't think anybody else will turn up, it will be a right
awkward affair, LOL! Even Stephen announced he would only be coming round
during the day and leave in the afternoon!! Feck it, then I can at least
go to Fuel with MAD Charles and have a really good time! Huh!! More like
it anyway! :-) 18:00 Did my stuff, helped Emma out, and was dozing off most of the day due to a mixture of real tiredness and complete boredom. It's about time the stupid holidays end and the real work starts again! 19:00 I still have the house to myself which is good at the moment but can only mean a loud of disturbance later on when they do come... I'm not doing that again! Thanks mum! If I can't go to sleep tonight, I might just as well go out dancing! And go completely mad at the end of the year... 23:00 Ah, aren't they CHARMING! They want to take me out for dinner tomorrow for being so cool and putting them up! I still hate young prople but I've fot a weak spot for humans! Haha!
|
I'm quite disturbed today! Last night
I haven't slept AT ALL. Very confusing! I did go to bed at 11, but then
the boys came home and wrecked the place until 2:30 which pissed me off of
course. After that I couldn't go to sleep. Last time I checked the clock
was at 7 AM! Work was a drag, but still relatively quiet. Now I feel the same will happen tonight, and I'm already scared! I don't know what it is, too much free time? Too much disturbing reading? Too many DVDs? Too many unwelcome strangers in my house? The end of the year? I've never been so aware of the end of the year. I want to make lists and rituals and stuff... Next year will be special, I just know it! Beth is sending me loads of music, bless her! I got Heartbeat UK today! Excellent! :-) I've been having lots of fun on the forum lately! :-) Less life = more fun on forum! LOL
|