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04 May 2007

Quote:

But now old friends are acting strange
They shake their heads, they say I've changed
Well something's lost, but something's gained
In living every day

I've looked at life from both sides now
From win and lose, and still somehow
It's life's illusions I recall
I really don't know life at all

-- Both Sides Now, Joni Mitchell
 

Audun Carlsen is big with the Norwegian press at the moment. His latest interview is in "Se og Hør". He tells an illustrious story of sex, drugs and mad behaviour, including "custom made handcuffs without a lock" (how would those look like?!). Very impressive.

I got messages and calls from people straight after it as released.
Of course we are all worried. And who would believe tabloid shit like that?!
But at the same time, as Christian put it: "Es ist so Qualle-mäßig, irgendwie..."

Not that it would make any difference in the way I feel about it, but... I hope it won't impact the October tour!
Ah, but whatever, I would happily lose the 2,500 pounds or whatever I would be spending on the tour, if only he were safe and would find a way to get happy again...

I am so anxious to know WHERE and HOW he is.
Because he's deleted all his internet accounts, I have no chance to check if he's been online, and if he's till alive.
We've had it too good for too long with all these internet gimmicks...

I can only imagine how he's feeling... it's one thing to go "overboard" on a high, but another to wake up with a hangover and realise "WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH ME?!"
And he's done it all before. He should bloody well take a HINT!
I will love him either way.

At least work has been quiet this week, all until this Friday when Documentum kicked off. Because Muriel is off on holidays, I had to stand in and "analyse" the whole situation. I guess I did a good job though and I may take on the whole account, just because. LOL

I spoke to Munich today who have "invited" me to kick their new people into shape in September. I'm still not quite sure WHY they want me to come, but I'm happy to travel, and they are paying -- which I was reminded of when I said I'd rather want to come at the end of the week than in the middle: apparently the Octoberfest will be on at the time so I won't able to find ANY accommodation -- or do they mean cheap accommodation?! ;-)

Stupid fucks with their constant accusations and judgements.
What IS love good for if not for loving people who are in NEED of it?! If only "deserving" people were loved it would be quite pointless!

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