| broken, torn, and tattered.......
no one ever said it would hurt this much......... broken heart with broken promises faded dreams all a waste darkness falls all goes cold pain so bad all is numb great begining twisted ending and at first i never thought the end is here and death feels near broken heart with broken promises |
| Poems And Things I've Written |
| i'm sorry for it all
i didn't know what i was doing i should of seen the light i'm sorry for all the mean things i sad i should of shut my mouth i'm sorry for all the dumb things i did i should of just behaved but most of all i'm really sorry now cause i've lost you and the light............ |
| I wish for many things
lots of them won't come true like my wish to turn back time my wish to a millionare even my wish for that sports car some of them can come true like my wish for a happy family my wish for a loving home maybe even my wish for a better job but all of these mean nothing compared to my ultimate wishs my wish to have you back my wish to hold you tight my wish to see your smile my wish to hold your hand everything else means nothing without that final wish.................... |
| hole so deep,
you can't see the bottom. chill so cold, the flames of hell won't thaw them. a void of emptiness, that's bigger then the void of space. ripped and torn, with no way to mend. broken, torn, and tattared, my heart torn out. my energy fading, as a candle burning out. lasting pain, will it ever end? |
| cloudy visions,
with impure thoughts. rising pressure, heart beat quickens.� lost to the world, trapped in your eyes. a warm embrace, i can't let go. like a drug, i fiend for. yes i'm addicted, i'm addicted to you. |
| dreams of passion,
unavoidable memories, sleepless nights, filled with visions of you, dizzied with confusion, lost in thoughts, awoken in the end, and still without you, the dreams are all i have, but their all i need, and in the end, i hope they'll be true. |
| boiling pain,
with outrageous impulses, never ending darkness, of bitter loneliness, falling deeper and deeper, an endless pit of despair, the sun is fading, as darkness falls, i fear it all, i have no will, lost in thought, with chaotic confusion, the end is near, with darkness everywhere. |
| look in to my eyes
look deep into me through the gateway to my heart see the feelings that i feel see the pain, see the fury see what i have become afraid of tomorrow unable to love anymore lost and confused in a world i don't belong how i wish i could how i fight to try i just want to be loved a feeling i have forgotten a feeling i desire if only i could feel it once more |
| shining stars
like the glimmer in your eyes a soft complexion a beautiful smile kind and gentle wonderful aurora shining brighter then the sun lifts me up steals the pain giving me one more hope i see it in you a reason to continue to never give up i'll continue on to see the glimmer in your eyes |
| I sit here and wonder where you could be
Wanting to look into your eyes Hoping that in the end it's you I'll see Never wanting to say good bye Deep in my heart i know that it's you Your the one, the angle of my dreams And know that to you I'll always be true I'll hold you tight and keep you safe Never wanting to see you cry I'll always be there to wipe the tears dry Deep down inside the feeling is strong And I know you and I will always be true You're the one I've dreamt about The perfect girl I've waited for And a place in my heart you will always have And in the end I hope to be forever at your side |
| Broken Promises, Shattered Dreams
Was It All Just A Scheam? The Sky Looks High, But I Haved Tried. Peices Are Scattered And My Heart Is Tattered. In The Deep Looking Down I Feel I'm About To Drown. Empty Spaces In Unknown Place. The Pain Is Strange, And It Makes Me Deranged. Blue Skies With No Hope In My Eyes. A Pain I Can't Denie, A Feeling Of Passion You Can't Define. My Heart Is On Fire, With Time Feeling To Expire. I Want You By My Side, I Don't Want The Sun To Hide. You Are My Angel, With My Heart You Have Entagled. The Sky Will Stay Dark, If You Ever Embark. In Your Hands My Heart Will Remain, And With Time That Will Never Change. You Are My Reason, I Want to Shake This Fever. I Just Want To Feel Your Love...................... |
| Why do you care? i'm a ghost to the world,
simple as that, close your eyes and hear my voice, that's all you'll ever know of me, the simple soft whisper that is left. wanna know what i look like, well look deep into yourself, find all the pain that you once knew, feel it out and drag it up from the bottom of your heart. form it into mass and see the evil inside, that's what i look like.simple pure and full of hate..... just a ghost to the world |