life.I think that life would be SO boring without color,especially without the color purple!!....and green hehe.I love Mexican food!Saki Anyone?I believe that once you lose something very valuable or precious of yours and once found,you will learn it is not the same as before.Keep it in place.I certainly do believe that there is some kind of God,but I have my doubts about religious groups.Music to my ears...I never listened to music up until the beginning of my 6th grade,music didn't really matter to me,back then I just seemed to care more about winning a game of kickball or going on the monkey bars and if I did ever listen to music it was my mother's music,which included bands like b52's,The beatles,Pink Floyd,Beach Boys,BreakFast Club,Janis Joplin,U2,Bon Jovi(you can't forget them),Depeche mode,etc.Well back to the beginning of 6th grade.Thats when I was introduced to music(heaven) by my delightful friend Kristina.She introduced me to bands like Green Day,The Ramones,Sex Pistols,Blink 182(duderanch),and more.Punk was basically the first thing I ever listened to and some what liked,but then I found myself listening to other bands thats then later on, some of them I still have interest in.Some of the bands included Radiohead,Nirvana,The Monks,Creeper Lagoon,FastBall,No doubt,ACDC,Black Sabbath,The Doors(i kind of already grew up listening to them),but I gained more interest.My best advice to you kids out there is,be yourself.Punk necessarly is not and image ,but more of a culture,don't fool yourself.You can never be too much of a punk.Stay Gold.For people who don't already know this,I do not take compliments very well because I'm not use to being complimented.Sometimes it scares me to think ...what if God put us on this earth so we could play out our best role,never knowing if its good enough.Anarchy will never work,think about it life without the "great" government.I like it when people speak their mind out.I don't like it when people are fake.I do not like rascist,homophobics(makes fun of gays),stereotypical kind of people.Don't ever gloat in front of me arghh!If you are any of those,get out of here now.I cannot stay in small rooms with the windows closed,I'm claustophobic,only a few people know that.Sometimes my words just never come out right,"My heel just barely hipped."Everyone tells me its dyslexia,I say its me just being vague at the moment.What irritates me most is when I'm trying to describe what I'm feeling or how I feel at the moment and when I try,the words just never seem to come out the way I want it to.There are alot of things I can't describe.Like,the love I have for Matthew,I can try to describe the love,but its won't be good enough for me or close to equivalent to what I really feel for him,sometimes words just aren't good enough.It's that extreme.I definitely like trying new things.Occasionaly,I still skateboard.I've tried snowboarding.I wanna try skiing because Matthew says it is more difficult than snowboarding and I'm always up for a challenge=).Bring it.I like fishing.The biggest fish I ever reeled in was a 23lb stripe bass.I've always wanted to try skydiving,but then I again I've always wanted to try "Saki".I like how most of my favorite songs,I can relate to.Once in the 4th grade I witnessed a shooting,till this day I'm still kind of shaken up.Throughout life you will be judged,but I don't worry about that and you shouldn't either.Before judging someone get to know them for who they really are,because when judging you are always 100% wrong and theres nothing more aggravating than that.I love to write.In my spare time I try to write as much as I can.I have a box where I keep all my writings in.I'm just an average type of person.I like to go out and have fun,hangout,eat,sleep.I don't think I'm wierd in anyway,you might think I am,but really I'm just being me.You can't define normal.Robert you are a good friend just stop being an ass to me,I've done no harm.I don't like getting mad.You should all know the difference between me being mean and me being mad.I've always had this fascination with imported goods.Most of the stuff I haven't opened are all imported.If you ever plan on baking me something,bake me brownies =) hehe.If you plan on going to Cold Stone anytime soon may I recommend you in getting the strawberry ice cream with oreo and almonds...YUMM =P!My favorite sandwich has to be my famous peanut butter and banana sandwich.You should try it one day and don't ever try the infamous peanut butter and marshmallow creme sandwich(yuck) j/k =P. Theres one thing I hate in life and its hate,makes no sense?It's not suppose to.I don't hate anyone in this world,its not possible for me to hate someone.Hate is more worse than me cutting you open and turning you inside out and spreading salt all over.thats how bad I believe hate is.My favorite all time movie is SANDLOT.I want a VW bus and a 57 Hudson one day...Famous.Since I was seven I've always wanted to start my own little business.I've always been independent.I like making my own money.I'm not use to people paying for my stuff.If you ever offer me money there is a 99.9% that I won't accept it.Most of my life I lived in Sunnyvale.When I moved down to San Jose I thought I was going to hate this place,but it's not so bad afterall.So far I met alot of cool and interresting people.Most of the stuff in San jose would be considered wierd to Sunnyvale people and most of Sunnyvale's stuff would be considered obsolete to many San Jose individuals.Sunnyvale has that countryside kind of atmosphere while San Jose is City like.If you ever wanna talk to me online my aim sn is ModernSmackers,but let me warn you I will digress on alot of things.I've had that problem since i was born,I can never just stick to one subject,I'll try,but I'll fail.Talk about Matthew,then I'll definitely succeed hehe =P.dang I think I've said too much.I don't think you really wanna hear every detail about my life.Plus.You're probably half asleep while reading this.WAKE UP NOW!Its almost over!Well thats about it.You practically know my whole life story.Please check out some of my other stuff.All songs and poems were written by me, so if you wanna borrow any of them just ask me.Please sign my slambook.thanks.Buh Bye.Choa.PEACE....=P
