Reality is here
The emotional onset
Is more than I expected to deal
Days of freedom - here and gone
If it's to return will never be known
Just when it seems to
Be under control
Along somes more to push away
From the goal
Fairness no longer a question
Doesn't have to be fair to be right
One day happy, another sad
Just a fucking rollercoaster ride
Dreams come back
Goals are set
Just to find yourself back where
You were at
Dreams are fading
And reality is still here.