Morning .I could feel the harsh sunlight pouring down over me. The night had been cold but now the heat was overwhelming.My eyes clouded and watery opened onto burning red light .I tried to sit up but found i couldnt .My back (I almost smilled at the thought )was sore and not functioning .I lay there staring at the dim white washed celings of a small white cell like room.Once again i tried to move and found i could not.I could feel a presence in the room but couldnt turn to see who.The smelt like stale mints and mold.I became aware of a slight buss in the air .Slowly of its own accord my head turned towards the sound .A deftning roar split the air as my eyes came into focus .And old woman about the age i used to be(once again a smile played at the corner of my mind)shoved a loud heavy vaccuum across the dull grey carpeting.. She turned and thrust the noisl machine around the bed banging it against the bed frame. The vibration and noise was truely torture. The cleaning lady turned and glared at me and spoke in a gruff grumbling tone.I could tell by the way she looked at me that she expected an anwser but before i could decipher what she had said i felt my mouth moving and my body rose from the bed taking me with it . I was completely distrought.The other sopul had taken over and was controlling my movements my thoughts!My body! my precious body!I let my self be led into a bathroom across the hal where the body stopped and stood still.Once again i could feel a presence with my self.The other soul .It brushed against me light and airy a strange glow issued about it . The body crumpled and fell to the floor a burst of pain shot through me .looking through my new eyes i could see the floor and the cabnet beneath the sink.A fresh puddle of blood flowed from my split lips.I stood and the body finaly moved along with me .The other soul was nowhere. I was in complete control now.I steped up onto the stool before the sink and stared at my self in the mirror.AAh sweet youth i mused .Gazing into my beautiful face.Skin smooth and clear eyes bright and emotionless that was something i had not had for quite sometime.I tried a Smile and my lip stung from the cut .I cringed and rinsed out my mouth spitiing out bloody water i reached for a towel .The hard material against my skin left me raw. i paleskin looked odd i the dull yellow glow of the bare bulb.A sharp rap on the door caught me off guard and a harsh demanding voice issued through the door. I opended my mouth to anwser and found it already open and a soft "yes ma'am" issued forth.i arm reached for the closed toilet seat raised it the other fished in mypants and removed my small but efficient little boys organ. A hot stream of liquid splattered against the inner seat as i released. the hand then slapped the lid closed flushed and the body once again mopved in front of the mirror.There was a smile on the face a calm knowing smile the eyes crinkled at the corners looked deep into the reflection staring at me.Me.Then i felt the slip as i was once again granted control.I turned on the faucet,the water was warm and good the soap reminded me of lilacs in Rhine.but that was long ago...ages ago...lives ago. There was someone at the door when i opened it .A woman with too much make up to much bust too much perfume and not enough patience.She glared at me as if i had just crawled from a sewer.With out word she grabbed me by my arm and nearly dragged me back to my room where she stripped me and forced me into an outfit she had lain out on my bed.ninja turtle jockeys a plain white undershirt a pair of khaki shorts that were a size or two bigand plain white socks.The overshirt buttoned up to my neck i felt choked but didnt know how she would react if i complained. When i was dressed to her pleasure i was draged into the breakfast room where other women such as she wizzed about fixing breakfast setting the bowls and silver where out while children with bright smilles on chatted excitedly amongst themselves. I was sat on a chair next to a girl with bright green eyes silky black hair up i two pigtails.She wore all red and a frown that could scare away the black death.Two of the busty women stood around her one held a plate of bubbling grits and runny eggs while the other spoon fed her.A plate of Sludge was sat in front of me a spoon thrust into my hand and a stream of orange juice sloshed into the cup before me.I dipped the spoon into the runny eggs closed my eyes and tried to get the mess down my throat with out it toucvhing my tongue.I repeated the feat twice before my stomach flipped. |