| "Hey Dashea?' jaelles voice was barely above a whisper as she leaned over the table.,her lips brushed against the hairs above Dasheas ear."Do you really want to go on like this" she asked "yeah" said janet "you two are trying to kill your selves or worst get kilt." Dashea groaned ,she was still a bit shaken but it was Mikes idea that she go down and get stoned as soon as possible.she looked at her watch..10:08 "itll kill the pain " Seizet had said smilling his devilish way. But now here she sat being asssulted from all dirsctions .The whole world closing in on her prying into her personal life begging to be told of her next move. 'Yeah 'she thought pushing her way throught the crows towards the door."Itll kill the pain" She knew the tears were coursing down her face .Hot angry tears, tears which bubbled up from the hot spring that sat in the pit of her stomach.She snatched a shot off a tray as a waitress slunk by. Once again she could feel the eyes on her trying to pry into her soul begging to be let in to her deepest secrets.Out of her mind came a picture ,an old picture from a life she had long ago abandoned..She thrust through the crowd at the door .Head down she heades towards the bridge her anger building as a gang of Z-darkies stepped out of the shadow of a pub. "Hey D.."one called after her."you kno where david is ..i need an idea for a new tatoo....." She was running her boots thudded against the wet cement sidewalks, glass crunched beneath her feet.Puddles slopped up against her pant legs. She slowed but still wizzed pasted the parked cars barely a shadow of a shadow. She turned off of Broadway,the blue heron bridge loomed ahead..she was walking slower and slower but her tears burned a raging river down her face blinding her.She stopped beneath a lamp post ,the dirty yellow light made her hands look old and withered She turned them over, her dull yellow palms assulted her.A tear fel linto her hands a dying star in a world of vibrant neon lights. Her ragged breath puffed before her.She was on the foot of the bridge.Still walking yet seemingly not getting any where. A scream shattered the night, bold and high pitched against her deft ears.She looked at her watch .11:59:09 She stopped the alarm .The errie green glow from the face faded away.She continued walking the bridge began leveling.A car whized by highbeams on Horn blaring Radio blasting the latest hit by Spiracy..She sighed and came to a stop.Leaning on the railing she gazed longlying out across the cold waters of the intercoastal.She could see her breathe cloud puffing out before her.Dashea closed her eyes and and sat on the railing next to the Danger sign.Her hands tight around the cement encased railing.She looked down at the dark water below.The neon colors from the Crabpot resturant danced in the waves.Once again she closed her eyes and gave a silent prayer.Carefully she stood on the very tip of the outer ledge her heals against the wall of the railing.she exhaled and opened her eyes.Her breath cloud hung warm before her eyes.Then another cloud replaced it. Shocked she turned towards the breather.David stood on the ledge next to her his sweat soaken t-shirt clung to his chest.His face was blank but his large brown eyes were rimmed with tears.. " I wont loose you twice ."he said his voice breaking as the tears slid down his face..He placed his right hand over her left and squeezed.... Life Goes On � Nat Forbes 02 <<back. main. The Words>> |
| Is God willing to prevent evil,but not able? Then he is not omnipotent. Is he able but not willing?Then he is malevolent. Is he both able and willing .Then whence cometh evil? Is he neither able nor willing?Then why call him God ~Epicurus |