FIRST THOUGHTS ON STEVE CAVINS
First Thoughts on Steve Cavins When you're kicked around and down in the pits When you angry at the world and feel like shit When everythings wrong and nothing is right And theres no use fighting if you can't win the fight When the wind is blowing fiercly in your face And your fed up of keeping up in life's busy race And the feelings in your mind get tied up on your tongue And it seems like just yesterday you felt quite young Everyone thinks they can help but they dont understand You've been sailing for hours with no sight of dry land You've been searching for water and finally found the lake but unfortunately its only a mirage, what a mistake When yesterday's best friend nows holds the knife which is lodged in your back and took your life When you jumped as far and high as you could but to no avail found you're still no good When you realized that all you touch and see Is all that your life will ever be When you are always the first one out and the last one in And your best friend is a bottle of jack or tonic and gin When your eyes get filled of tears of sorrow And you truly wish to forget about today until tomorrow But as every day passes, tomorrow never seems to come And you just gave your last dime to some singing bum And you hope for some help to get out of this slump Some kind of cure to pull you over the hump To pick you up and get you back on your feet To get you going, convince you you're not beat That every bump you find in your road Will be a chance to witness your life unfold That there are no such things as mistakes in life With God above controling every toil and stife What you need is someone to turn on the light To show you wrong from right To let you know the girl you loved yesterday Isn't worth a damn at all today You need someone to tie you shoe and polish you boot To comb you your hair and make you look quite cute You need someone willing to put his pride on the line To make sure your life is good and everything going fine You need someone to listen to you talk and hear what you say Even if it takes more hours than are in a day You need someone who can handle your bitching Someone who can handle any heat and stay in the kitchen What you need man is a friend, and I mean a real friend and not someone who's gonna leave you hanging on the other end But where can you find someone of this prestigue Who can run a marathon and still not suffer fatigue Someone who always can help when things go wrong Write that last line to finish up your song To teach you that last note, that last chord To entertain you when you get bored To make you understand you truly are unique Who's not gonna fault you and critque But you try as hard as you can to find help To calm you down when you cry out and yelp You can search you soul and look at yourself You can read that Bible upon your shelf You can study hard and read school books You can spend hours improving your looks You can hope and pray to God above Or even find your one true love You can goto church and look for advice You can study Budda, eat wheat cakes and rice You can pray to Allah and make yourself fast Or even strive to improve your social cast You can run and jog and life weight at a gym Get on a fitness program to make yourself slim But of course if you ask me, ill tell what I think None of those are effective in pulling you off the brink The only true solution is find someone hear on earth That may think he's nothing, but underestimates his true worth But my friend, the only true solution to feeling low Is too turn on my Instant Messanger and talk to Scary Snow -2001 MICHAEL RYAN FAILOR
