Hi dogs, I'm feeling really really sad right now. This is my lst week week living here. Mommy says I'm being retired which means I won't be a guide dog anymore, and that I have to leave her house. She says my barking to much has caused lots of problems here and that it is scarey for ppl when I do it in public. She also says I'm to distracted by humans and other dogs. She says I'm hard to controll when I want to do something other than what she wants. I don't pay attention sometimes when its really important because I'm watching other things. I've really worked hard to be a good guide dog. But it is so hard. There are so many neat ppl and dogs to meet and things to smell and pee on that I just can't do as good as I should. It makes me sad. I don't want to leave. I like it here with my toys and with Tammany even though she's a snob. I will miss her! But most of all I will miss mommy. I will miss guiding her. I will miss playing with her. We had so much fun playing with each other. And I will miss cuddling with her. Who will be there for her? Who will help her when she's sad. She is sad a lot and she needs someone to lick her tears away. I hope we will both be ok.
Radar
