Small glass bottle,
Transparent.
Simple,
Emtpy.
Screaming to be whole.
Fill me up.
Take away this hollow.
Kill the need.
Give me something,
To contain.
Not even air,
Is held inside.
No black,
Nor light.
Keep it with me.
Me and only me,
I'm the bottle.
A solid,
Fragile.
Imagination is all I have.
Taken with a fantasy.
Nothing real.
Insane,
Uncured.
Forever here with my thougts.
Tomorrow leaves
With only a second
Struggle,
Fight myself
To move on.
Pretending I'm here,
Knowing I'm gone.
Silent pain,
In a picture frame.
Strong enough.
I'm as good,
As I can get,
Right now.
Settle in
Make yourself at home.
I'll give you my entirety,
And still won't be full.
Glass bottle,
Appears simple.
Simpley empty.
-Emily Rose
Craving,
Like I've been starved for years.
holding onto hope,
I'm not walking away.
I'm frozen here,
Only by choice.
Don't make me leave,
I won't go,
Stubborn as ever,
Plan to keep it this way.
Dazed by the extacy,
Rumaging through old thoughts
Changing what's insecure
What was once frayed
Imperfections complete me
Not only skin deep
Run through my blood,
Flood me,
Take over me,
Run my life,
Taking the wheel.
But that's ok,
I'll go for the ride,
Rather live once,
Than give up and die.
-Emily Rose
Weeping heart,
Why haunt me so?
He left me now,
It took time,
But I now I know.
Not the one,
Never will be,
Stole my life,
Ripped it away from me.
At night he creeps,
inside my sleep.
Just like the others,
One of his sheep.
Of course he knows i'm his to keep.
Forever in the plam of his hand,
To his every word,
It's my command.
I'm dying in,
Sinking sand.
I'm dying in,
His fragile hands.
-Emily Rose
Words spill,
Lessen the numb
Heightens the pain
Thoughts flow,
Over me,
Entirely.
Comsuming every
Ounce of my brain.
Raw flesh,
I cannot heal.
I'm still affraid,
Every day.
I need to cheat
In this game
Or recreate
All of this hate that
I've burried inside.
When will I,
Step back?
I can't snap.
All of this work,
Has built up in my mind.
-Emily Rose
Retrieve my world,
Clutched by your words,
I'm hanging by,
Solid air
I'm looking down,
And I see whole
Not this half
That I've become
Their faces lit up,
My complexion, rough
I went wrong,
I know where,
No self control,
Everything matters
You took me for granted
You had me enchanted
And all that time,
I thought
You're so good,
I'm so bland
My lifes wheel held tight
To keep from swerving
I'm not deserving,
Time is the monster
And perfection
All at once,
Condem you to hell,
To make you excell
My time has come,
Yours has too,
I made it this way.
I've over dosed on you.
It made me more strong,
But softer
Mentally bruised
You were my friend
Notice the past tence
Our talks alone
Our secret place
To get away,
And now i need to get away,
But only.. from you
You're hell will rise
But mine will die
And then we'll see
That time was filled with lies.
-Emily Rose
Confused.
Rejection.
Temptations.
Ache.
Cuts.
Blood.
Endless.
Meaningless.
Parched.
Consumed.
Nauseated.
Annihilation.
Revenge.
Stranger.
Redeemed.
Raw.
Open.
Purified.
Relief.
Affection.
Disbelief.
Admiration.
Desire.
Esteem.
Triumph.
Love.
-Emily Rose
Never had reality.
Always got hurt,
Always burnt,
Ached with imagination,
My own mind threw me into depare
My throat seemed to close,choking on air.
These eyes, so little they've seen
Needed more information,
That was your invitaion.
Swimming in my tears,
Expecting too much?
No, Just craving your touch.
Eating myself alive
You're what I need, and I strive
To keep you forever,
Forever and a day.
Finally.. this is my way.
-Emily Rose