For all the times I�ve wanted to show you that I cry
For every time I needed you to listen to me
For all the times you said, �It�ll be alright.�
And for all the times you wanted to help me through.
Why do I keep showing you all the things that I am ashamed of?
I just want to show you.
I just want to continue the life of love that you�ve been shown
I can�t do this anymore
I don�t want to be the window to the other side.
I am coming to be with you
I want to share your love
I want to mirror all the things you�ve done for me
I have to work through all this shame and guilt
It won�t leave me behind
I can�t sneak out the back door
But when I run away from the shame and the guilt
I can�t go back to rescue the things I need
I can�t go back and live like that again
Once I�m gone, I�m locking the doors behind me
I�m leaving the key behind me
I�m going to leave that hell behind me.
