Another day gone by with out you,
Another night spent all alone,
Another tear that fell upon my heart,
This pain can not be shown.
So I'll dress up nice and smile all day,
He'll never be able to tell.
Yet when I'm home alone again,
I feel like I'm in hell.
Tears flood my vision,
I die of lack of heat.
And I sit in the dark with my eyes shut tight.
I have no need to eat.
It's my life long love not meant to be,
It's my sigh that goes unheard.
It's a rose that's gone and withered now,
My souls a fallen bird.
Yet everyday I get out of bed,
And tell the world I'm fine.
For I don't want everyone around me to suffer,
When the pain is only mine.
But lately I've been getting thin,
My eyes are sore and red.
My father's called the doctor now,
I can't get out of bed.
I let the pain get to my soul,
I didn't speak-I chose to cower.
Now prayer cards surrounf my head,
This is my eleventh hour.
I listen quietly as the doctor says,
That I won't make it through.
I am not sorry for myself,
I'm only sorry for you.
You were the one that offered help,
That saw through me when no one else did.
Mother I should have talked to you,
But instead I simply hid.
My body can not work like this,
I've simply given up.
My pain and Tears are next to me,
As though sitting in a cup.
I'm gone now and I'm sorry,
This is where it ends.
But tell everyone when love gets them down,
To talk to family and friends.
My mission now is to help the hurt,
To spread 'round hope and love.
I'm happy now, so please don't cry,
I'm finally a white winged dove.