Comment:: I¡¦m exhausted for writing¡KArh¡K¡Kbut the story looks quite sucked¡Kthe whole incident is sucked than I¡¦d ever expected¡KI¡¦m going to die¡K.*faints*
Yup. I tired sex when dying eventually¡K.i always wanna try
it but I¡¦m not good at writing lemon at all¡KX_x
Dedication to winterfaLL¡Kthank for
everything you¡¦d done for me!!!*hugs*^^
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I would die for you
I would die for you
I¡¦ve been dying just to feel you by my side
to know that you're mine
I will cry for you
I will cry for you
I will wash away your pain with all my tears
I¡¦m drowning on fear
~#1Crush~
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Part 5
¡§Ohayou~Sakura Chan!¡¨ Hyde¡¦s mother said cheerfully to her son¡¦s best friend, and the fellow wish her good morning in a hoarse, unnatural voice in reply.
Then she turned to her son, seeing the ghastly _expression on
the fellow¡¦s face. Still couldn¡¦t be sure himself was awaking or not, Hyde
gazed at his friend as if it was the first time he¡¦d ever seen Sakura.
¡§Hadio, it¡¦s not polite to watch your friend like this!
Come here!¡¨ Seeing her son being *impolite*, she called out to Hyde but he was
too stunned to make any reaction¡K
¡§You nasty kid!¡¨ His mother frowned slightly then again
turned to their visitor, just to see Sakura lifted his arm, but it wasn¡¦t a
normal human arm, but a beast-liked arm with long hair and sharp claws, and
those claws were rising high above the mid-air, ready for a strike.
Her mouth was widen open, ready to scream as Sakura
transformed into half-beast, which was his really appearance after Tetsu error
him with his cell, turning him into one of his kind and slave.
¡§Okasan!!!!¡¨ Before Sakura hit his mother, Hyde threw
himself to her just enough to push her away from Sakura¡¦s harm. But
unfortunately Sakura¡¦s long sharp claws bowled down across Hyde¡¦s chest area
and teased his flesh apart, then a lot of blood oozing out of his small body.
¡§¡KHyde!¡¨ His mother screamed as she saw the blood, she
drew black but then hit the back of her head to the wall and lost her
consciousness.
Ignoring the unconscious woman, the half-beast-half-human¡¦s
Sakura started moving toward Hyde. Being too scared to even scream, Hyde stared
at the horrible figure of the thing which was his best friend, all the fellow
could do was backing up as far as his already-injured body could. Finally Sakura
cornered him into a wall and now he was only few steps away from him and was
ready to strike again.
¡K.And then Hyde saw Tetsu suddenly appeared in Sakura¡¦s
back¡K
He was about to faint as Tetsu came up coldly to Sakura.
¡§¡§Put your hand away from him.¡¨
Sakura¡¦s movement frozen upon hearing Tetsu¡¦s voice,
slowly, very slowly, he turned his head to the blonde, He drew back away from
Hyde immediately and murmuring for something to him as if pleading but still
Tetsu plunged his fingers into Sakura¡¦s eyes without warningly and pulled his
eyeballs out, as it was the only way to destroy zombie.
¡§He is mine.¡¨ He finished as the ghastly creature
who-used-to-be-Sakura turned into messy pulp once again, but this time no blood.
¡§You killed him again¡K.!¡¨ Struggling to stand back on
his feet Hyde scowled in pain and sorrow for he was forced to witness the death
of his friend again. He felt dizzy because he still could hear Sakura¡¦s cry
before he was destroyed. And further more, he could feel what Sakura had been
going through, all his pain, suffering and fear¡K.fear and suffering¡K.Too
many of them that Hyde couldn¡¦t bear to feel¡K
¡§We need a talk¡K¡¨ Tetsu said without answering Hyde.
¡¨we¡¦ve been apart for so many years already¡Kdon¡¦t you think it¡¦s time
for some conversation?¡¨
¡§I have nothing to say with you.¡¨ Hyde replied, and he had
to press his hand against the wound to stop blood coming out.
¡§Why not? My pretty?¡¨ Tetsu smirked trickily to him.
¡§I¡¦m not yours¡K¡¨Annoyed by Tetsu¡¦s sentence, Hyde
hissed.
¡§But you are,¡¨ Tetsu answered him calmly. ¡¨Even if you
can¡¦t remember the past¡K¡¨
¡§You can¡¦t escape from me¡KI put you in a trance whenever
and wherever I want." Am I correct, Hadio?¡¨
¡§You¡¦re mine, you should be mine ne¡Kgeneration after generation¡KI¡¦ve been searching for you¡K¡¨ Tetsu¡¦s eyes turned cold suddenly. ¡¨Then I can torture you as much as I want.¡¨
¡§You¡¦re dying again¡K.and I am the only one who can save
you¡KGive me what I want and I¡¦ll save your friend¡¦s life, isn¡¦t that
fair enough?¡¨
¡§I have never owed you anything.¡¨ Hyde leaned against the
wall, blood still keep flooding out of his wound, now he could barely keep
himself standing on his feet.
¡§You liar, ¡§ Waving his head Tetsu interrupted him.¡¨ You
took the other part of my being away from me and hid it away from me long time
ago¡Kit took me so long to realize you¡¦d sealed it inside yourself that I
could never rediscover it again, so I want my other-half back that I could be
completed again¡¨
Hyde widen his eyes in disbelief, his mouth quivering slightly
but no voice came out. Tetsu¡¦s sentence was too ridiculous to believe. Could
it be possible that someone else being was hidden inside him? Impossible!
However, Tetsu¡¦s _expression told Hyde that the fellow was
very serious.
¡§Give me what I want then both you and your friend can
survive a while longer.¡¨ Tetsu continued all of a sudden.¡¨ And beside your
dear friend Sakura¡K.¡¨he moved closer to Hyde, went on, now almost in a
whisper. ¡¨Do you want to be one of my kind again? To become¡Kmine¡Konce
again?¡¨
¡§Yours?¡¨ At first Hyde pause, then laughed insanely to
Tetsu. ¡¨What a joke!!!¡¨
¡§What are you laughing at?¡¨ Tetsu frowned.
¡§You¡Kreally want me to become one of your mindless puppet too? Do you really believe you can possess me if I took your cell? What a big joke!!!¡¨
¡§How do you know that?¡¨
¡§I know it now¡Kbecause I saw what you¡¦d done to Sakura
through his vision-of-death, I could feel how much you made him suffer¡K.¡¨
¡§You killed Sakura, my best friend. I HATE YOU!¡¨
¡§Shut up! You liar.¡¨
¡§You don¡¦t want to hear it? But I would love to tell you:
I will never be yours! All you will get is only another useless, empty toy with
the body and appearance of mine!!! Is that what you want!???¡¨ Hyde spoke up.
¡§I¡¦m not yours¡KYou have no one to be with if you don¡¦t
error people¡¦s brains and make them become your mindless toys. ¡K¡¨
¡¨¡K.You¡¦re too poor, Tetsu¡K.you¡¦re just a miserable
monster¡KNo one would really want to stay with you¡K.poor Tetsu¡K Eventually
you won't be satisfied because all you have are meaningless toys!"
¡§Do you remember who made me become such [miserable monster]
in the first place? YOU! You caused all this mess and damage to me¡Kyou stole
part of my [self] and hid it in yourself!!! Have you even thinking what happened
to me afterward? Have you even thought about what happened to me afterwards? Can
you imagine the pain of missing your other half? Have you ever known such
torture?¡¨
¡§You can hate me as much as you want, I don¡¦t mind. But I still need you to undo my curse.¡¨
¡§What cruse?¡¨ Hyde still had no idea what [the curse]
was...how could he undo something he¡¦d never done before?
¡§Free me¡K.using your blood and flesh¡K¡¨ Upon speaking
Tetsu moved closer to Hyde,
¡§Stay away from me¡K!¡¨He tried his best to run, running
out of his home, all he had in mind was running away from Tetsu. He couldn¡¦t
stand the thought of the blonde touching him again. Hyde was so sure that the
fellow was insane and he wanted to kill him!
-----Hyde, save me¡K!!!
Sakura¡¦s voice¡K.here came again¡Khaunting him as he ran
for his life.
-----Get me out of here! Get me out of this pain!
---Why don¡¦t you save me, Hadio?
¡§¡KForgive me Sakura¡K.I¡K¡¨ Hot tear burned in his eyes
that he wasn¡¦t able to see an oncoming car, all he saw were the pair of light
blinding his eyes then the car hit him to the ground.
***
About 15 minutes later, police received the weirdest phone
call. A car driver claimed on the phone that he had just hit a boy to the
ground, it was the only information they could give because the driver was
freaking, but when police and rush to the scenes. They were very surprised to
find that a car crush took place not long ago but there was no boy, dead or
alive in the scene.
Later when the driver could be able to answer questions
reasonably again, he tried to tell police what had happened after his car hit
the boy, when he was apparently scared to dead. He said he was planning to get
off his car and checked if the boy was still alive, but before he could set his
feet to the ground, he said. He saw a shadow came out of nowhere; flashing over
to the boy¡¦s lifeless body then carried him away within a second. The poor
driver even sworn to the God that he¡¦d been telling the truth, but no one
believed in his story, of course.
***
The first thing Hyde felt before he opened his eyes was the
warm liquid came out of him slowly and seeped into a small pool beside him, he
knew that it was blood. Then an awful pain came from his side area all the way
to his entries body, he knew something inside must be broken.
He opened his eyes to see Tetsu, the fellow was also there, of
course. He saw the blood welling out from one of the blonde¡¦s wrist and it
took him a while to realize Tetsu was drawing the same red color circle, with
his own blood mixing with Hyde¡¦s this time.
Lying on the middle of the blood-drawn circle, Hyde still had
no idea here was he now because the place was too gloomily. He wondered what
Tetsu drew this circle for until the pain grew too much to bear.
As the circle was done, Tetsu moved back to Hyde and straddled
him.
¡§What are you doing? ¡§Hyde protested weakly, and then
groaned in pain as he tried to move his upper torso.¡¨ Leave me alone.¡¨
¡§No.¡¨
¡§Let me go¡Kwhat you think you¡¦re doing?¡¨ Tetsu
remained silence to his question, only gazing at his face quietly as if saying
[I think you ought to know what I¡¦m doing.]. No¡KHyde didn¡¦t want to see
such sight¡Khe was only half-awake and it was hard for him to focus his sight,
but the weird look on Tetus¡¦s face caught his attention nevertheless. The
blonde¡¦s face was if possible, even paler than usual; his eyes were strangely
brightened with madness underneath. But he wasn¡¦t as claim as usual, now the
blonde was shivering all over and cold swear pouring down to his neck and chain,
as if he would collapse in the next second. Altogether, he looked weaker than
before.
Actually Tetsu also knew thing was going wrong, he knew his
power was leaving his body. He did send Sakura---now who was totally under his
control, to trap Hyde. But the situation turned out of hand suddenly that Sakura
turned out of Tetsu control and tried to attack Hyde by himself. Normally such
thing wouldn¡¦t happen because Sakura didn¡¦t have his own will. So the only
explanation to this incident was that his power was getting downward that he
couldn¡¦t even take control of a zombie!
As to this reason, Tetsu knew that he had been apart with his other half for too long that his body was no longer to stand this eventually. If he wanted to recover his power, he would have to get his other half back as soon as possible. If he wanted to be completed again¡K
¡§I can¡¦t waste more time¡Klet me tell you this¡KI want
[it] back from you now.¡¨ Tetsu started to murmur some spell under his breath
as ripped Hyde¡¦s shirt away. Hyde could feel Tetsu's fingers starting to move
over his flesh His eyelids grew heavier and heavier that he couldn¡¦t see, but
the remaining of his consciousness still allowed him to feel the touch of the
blonde¡¦s cold smooth fingers pressing against his body, as if tracing a map
route, seriously thinking, tracing for something he claimed was hidden inside of
Hyde. Strangely enough, it was part of his soul. With that Hyde moaned weakly
under this alien sensation, but gasped with fear when he realized the touch
aroused him sexually. However, before he could figure out the meaning of it, a
strange heat had already been licking his pale skin as if he was on fire. And he
could do nothing to stop this.
¡§Mumm¡K¡¨As Tetsu continued painting his flesh crimson
inches by inches with his injured hand, another moan came out before Hyde
himself¡¦d ever noticed. This time the moan was mixed with lust and pain. He
was scared, he couldn¡¦t deny it now¡Kpart of him hated such pleasure but the
other part of him welcome it.
At that point Tetsu¡¦s hands went upward, covering his palms
upon Hyde¡¦s bare chests, a cold green light began to come out under his
finger. As the light growing stronger, Hyde felt like it was pumping his energy
out of his body, but it least only for a moment, then the light fainted and
still nothing happened.
And it took Tetsu a while to realize he was failed.
¡§Why it doesn¡¦t work?¡¨ He asked himself uncertainly.
¡§Why I can¡¦t bring the other half of mine back? Why reject
to come back to me?¡¨
Why?¡Kthat's hurt¡Kit hurts so much¡KWhy [you] always make
me suffer that much?¡¨ Upon speaking, Tetsu¡¦s _expression changed, now Hyde
saw that the look on his face was almost desperate. But it seemed that the [you]
he¡¦d been calling for wasn¡¦t Hyde.
¡§It¡¦s your fault.¡¨
Suddenly Tetsu stared back at Hyde, at him but not really at
[him], said cold and maliciously.
¡§It¡¦s all you fault! You¡¦re always that selfish,
aren¡¦t you? I bet you haven¡¦t thought about all these of only for a second,
you only consider about yourself!¡¨ Anger filled into the blonde¡¦s eyes as he
spoke, he was talking to Hyde, but on the other hand he wasn¡¦t.
¡§And now you¡¦ll have to pay back!¡¨
¡§Pay me back! It¡¦s all your fault¡Kpay me back with
everything of yours!¡¨ A pair of bright flame buried madly within Tetsu¡¦s
eyes like ghost fire, his face turned even paler than he used to be. If his eyes
could kill, Hyde knew these eyes would be strong enough to burn him into ash.
His action turned more violence now.
Drinking the brunette¡¦s blood from his rib¡¦s cage
hungrily, the rich smell of Hyde¡¦s blood and his completely helplessness
seduced Tetsu immediately. He couldn¡¦t resist this temptation.
----He¡¦s going to drink me to death¡Koh¡Kit¡¦s hurt¡K.
The thought came across to Hyde's mind as Tetsu sank his teeth
into the wound and sucked greedily, at the same time the numbness within him
increased, such that he could hardly move or protest.
Tetsu plunged his fingers into the brunette¡¦s wound, deeper in, drawing blood. Causing Hyde to cried out in agony.
¡§Don¡¦t resist me.¡¨ Tetsu ended his sentence coldly, He
pressed forcefully against Hyde with his arms pinned the fellow¡¦s slender
waist
¡§No¡K¡K.Arh!¡¨ A pain overpowered Hyde totally before he
could even finish his words. Another moan escaped from his mouth but it was
sealed inside his throat by the blonde¡¦s lips within a second.
He wanted to cry out loudly, he couldn¡¦t handle it any more,
and he wanted this pain to go away. He was about to give up struggling, he would
beg Tetsu to release him, beg him for some oxygen to breath¡Kor just simply
make it stop. However Tetsu refused to release his lips as if he wanted to suck
him dry to the bone, so Hyde couldn¡¦t raise a voice when the fellow entered
him,
When this happened, everything was fogged over, and then went
white in front of his eyes. The whiteness inundated him by the time things
around him turned raven-dark. His limbs went so numb as if he¡¦d been soaking
into ice-cold water.
The sensation between heaven and hell ripped both his flesh and soul apart, he felt like he was going to death¡Kor he was melting uncontrollably as if he was no longer his own shape. He knew he should never let this happen, that He shouldn't allow himself to ever spill out this
way and be lost forever. But there was nothing he could do to
hold back in such situation¡KAs if he were turning into liquid, everything
inside of him exploded totally against his will¡K
Was death like this? Hyde wondered. Melting then disappeared
into the whiteness? Feeling like you were no longer yourself?
Finally Tetsu pulled slightly back, still connected to the
brunette by a thin strand of saliva. Then he began drawing circle around
Hyde¡¦s lips, licking the remaining blood lovingly away, tasting it as he
pushed deeper.
¡§ ¡KStop¡Kstop it¡Kplease makes it stop¡K¡¨ Struggling
to gasp more oxygen, Hyde¡¦s breathing became harsher, now he was begging for
release eventually. But it was already too late. Tetsu had already lost control
of himself even if he wanted to; he had hated and longed for the brunette for so
long that it hurt. All he could do now was sinking down and lose himself in his
presence, until he was no longer awaken of what he was doing.
The agony was unbearable, Hyde thought that one would
certainly faint right away under such pain, but in reality he found himself
still keeping his consciousness, being absolutely aware of his own torment for
every single moment.
Hyde was sure that he was going to die. Closing his eyes he
only hoped that everything would come to an end soon.
So he could never see Tetsu collapsed onto him, nor the
crimson light grew upon the blood-drawn circle¡K. enfolded the two of them
totally¡K.
To be continued¡K
So what you think about it? Enjoy or not?
Okay¡KI know it¡¦s a mess so I will re-write again if ppl think it¡¦s too fucked up okay? Let me know!