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Stage 1

“Why…are you doing that?” I murmured the sentence out under my breath.

“Because it’s what I have to do to stay alive, and it’s also what he wanted from me.” The vampire replied.

“You liar! He didn’t ask for it! Never!” I yelled in anger.

“But he wanted to satisfy my needs. He wanted to give whatever I asked from him. He loved me don’t you see that? So in return I love him in my own way too…baby.”

This vampire wanted me to believe he had done Takeo a favor by taking his life. How dare him!

I refused to believe “love” is something so hideous, greedy like what he had described…

He explained patiently.“ You’d seen how empty he was, so aimless and sad without me, but I can not do anything to fill this emptiness for him. Therefore, I chose to end his misery. At the end at least he was happy; truly happy for the one final time. And he’d thank me for doing it to him ne…and I did it out of my affection for him as well. Can you see that?”

I meant to say something in reply but he went on, not waiting for any comment from me. ”You had asked me so many tiresome questions so I think it’d only be fair for me to ask one single meaningful question out of you, right?” he smiled sweetly to me upon speaking. But it only severed to chill me further.

“Look at you…you’re sweating now don’t you? Are you so afraid of me? My doing and my theory of love seem so hideous to your eyes…but let me ask you a question and I might let you go, whom do you love, huh?”

Again i failed to understand what he meant by this, so I stood still silently like a fool until eventually he spoke again.

“I said tell me who is the one in your every mind…tell me your secret longing and who they belong to…tell me…tell me…I need to know about it…”

"Say it, Kohta. I know you want to...just say it...It's easy...you can do it...easy......*easy*...."

Then I know that he was mean to seduce me and reach into my private mind, find out the secrets that I couldn’t even admit to myself…I should have resisted him but I couldn’t resist such voice…I’m to weak to resist his spell now…

**

Stage 2

“Who’s that?”I couldn’t make out such voice. Who could this be? This voice sounded so tried, so drained of energy…

“Aiji.”

His voice didn’t sound the way it used to be.

“How do you feel actually?”

“I feel bad, bad behind imagination, that’s why I call you…”

“Listen to me please, Aiji…”

“The cute little guy, your brother is seeing…have to be careful of him...””

“Jun? You met him!?” Aiji’s words simply scared the shit out of me. He had met Jun, Jun of all people!

And to think what Jun might have done to Aiji…

“Yes…and Kirito…he’s with him now…”

“Kirito? What? You’d seen him too?”

“Yes…they came to me…and Kirito…Kirito isn’t…something is wrong…terribly wrong…he…isn’t the same…”

“What are you talking about, Aiji? I can’t understand…”

“Not the same anymore…” He replied quietly. “Don’t you understand Kohta? Not the same anymore…No…you still don’t know what happen yet, don’t you?”

“Aiji…you aren’t making any sense-“

“You’ll know when you see it with your own eyes! Kohta! You will…but…no…you can’t allow it happen, right? You can’t see them…you can’t…Kohta you’ll have to leave…Yes you should leave as soon as possible…be quick…before it’s too late for you…”

“No! I’m not leaving when I know something is wrong with you! and I have to know what happen to my brother!”

“Aiji you have to tell me what happened! Please-“

“TELL YOU WHAT HAPPENED? Kohta you’re cruel do you know that? How could I tell you after they did things that are so unspeakable to me!!???”

what…? I couldn’t follow him…unspeakable? What did this mean?

Damn! I was such a fool! Why did I never warn my friends of the danger underneath Jun’s sweetness and loveliness? Why did I never even fucking *mention* it to anyone??

“Just listen to me my friend…don’t do anything stupid…”

“Too late Kohta, my life is almost over.”

“DON’T EVER SAY THAT!”I screamed helplessly out of both fear and anger, fear of losing another friend after Takeo, anger toward the cruel vampire who had been ruining my friends’ life all along.” I…I’m coming over to help you now! Just wait for me Aiji…everything will be fine again I promise…I would help you.”

And Kirito…what happened to him? I knew what’d happen to a man if he encountered Jun. And I also happened to witness what would be the ending of it before. Damn! I should have known better than believe in Jun words! How could I be foolish enough to hope that he won’t harm him?

“No…You don’t need to lie to me Kohta. Things would never be fine again, at leave not to me…”

“Aiji, please don’t-”

“I’m sorry pal, it’s just too late…there’s nothing you could do to help me anymore…”

“Be careful of him Kohta, he’s danger and I realized this fact too late.”

“Please don’t be mad at me, my dear Kohta. I really have no choose.”

“Aiji!?AIJI!??”

Too late. The line was dead already. I slapped the phone aside and ran for the door. I had to go to see Aiji, even I already feared for the worst…

***

Stage 3

 Thirsting…the hunger and the feeling of void was eating at him now. Such feelings were a purely torture, why Jun cdidn’t do something to solve his need?

Besides this, he didn’t feeling well either…a strange grogginess feeling was troubling him…he felt weak and dizzy as if he were sick. Something must be wrong…

“Oh my God…Jun…” what had you done to me actually? Something in me had changed so abruptly that it scared me… But whatever you did. I had to admit that I loved it. I have never, never ever in my life felt so alive before…

“My poor, poor child…I can see that you’re suffering now…”

“Not enough. It’s not enough. I want more of it…”

Jun had a funny way to call him now, but as eerily it seemed he like the way he called him “my child”…it just sounded so lovely, so *natural*…

“You greedy little thing, of course it’s not enough for you…look you’re going to feel hungry again soon…I can see the need building in you already…”

He could barely make out what the blonde was murmuring about, but just as Jun had described, he could surely felt that need, that hunger burning within him…yearning for more…more…but what? What was he yearning at exactly?

He had no idea.

“Time to go, Kirito.”

Time to go?  Where should he go? All he wanted to do now was staying with Jun, staying with him in the safety and warmth of this chamber.

“But you have to, my lovely one.”

Dreamingly he allowed himself to be led through the long gloomy corridor to the front door. The wooden door clicked and slowly swung open. Then Jun pushed him forward tenderly.

It was dark outside of the house, the night had fall already. He glared at the darkness that surrounding the city at night. Feeling confused for the first few seconds, then turned his back to Jun, who was still standing beside the opened door, smiling encouragingly with a knowing smile on his face. “Don’t worry my child. Just follow what your heart desires…it’ll lead you to where you belong. I’ll find you again when you need me, okay?”

He nodded slightly to the smaller man, and then started to walk off the doorstep. Slowly he closed his eyes, in a moment of his own darkness, he saw a figure of someone he knew.

---Just follow what your heart desire…it’ll lead you to where you belong…---

Within few more minutes, he was out to a anonymous main street, the startles night surrounding him. With no particular clear thought left in his mind, all he needed to know was to reach for Kohta. His senses went wild as his thirst grew deeper, yelling for satisfaction…

…Kohta.

He should go to Kohta, he needed him…in fact he had always needed him, how could he be so blind to this simple fact in the past? Needed to find Kohta, needed to go to him, needed to see him and Kohta would help him out...

***

He didn’t want to scare Kohta but it was just…the sense on his little brother…it made him…

God…he smelled so *good*, God help him…please…he could not hold back, it was too much to bear…

Stage 4

"I need you, Kohta."

"..."

"I need you badly...you know it don't you?"

"......."

"I know you have always wanted me too, right?" He
smirked. "I can tell by the look in your eyes...little
brother..."

Stop it. Stop saying things like you really want me...

"There should be no secret between us, right?"

It hurts to hear you say that!!!

"so come to me, my beloved..."

Slowly I closed my eyes, taking a deep breath.

"Come to me...I know you will."

And I moved forward.

TBC...

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