Title: Necrophilia (Valentine Special)
Band:
Dir en grey
Pairing:
Die x Shinya I suppose
Rating:
NC-17
Story:
sex and horror¡Kcheating on Clive Barker¡¦s short novel ¡§Sex, Death and
Starshine¡¨¡KI love those stories of his and Barker is definitely making me
sicker and eviler than ever! Hahaaa!!!
The
whole fic is pointless, senseless and sucked and my writing is awful too. Also I
admit that I cheated all the plot from the beginning to the end! But it is just
for fun so dun take it too serious please!
Anyway
all I want to do is getting people a twist and making them uneasy simply because
the pressure of pre-mock and the public exam is making me mad! I¡¦m pissed
okay? Happy Valentine Day!
Die=
a businessman
Shinya=
Die¡¦s mistress
Ayumi=
Die¡¦s wife
Kyo=
Die¡¦s personal secretary
***
Die
¡¥s head ached badly as his eyes skimming through the messages on the
computer¡¦s screen without knowing what those message and news were talking
about.
In fact his mind refused to pay attention to
his work when he was so worry about someone else¡K
Finally
getting tired of staring at the screen he turned to look at his cell phone which
he¡¦d laid on his desk before picked it up to make a phone call to Kyo once
more, but again it was no answer. What was Kyo doing now? Why he doesn¡¦t pick
up the phone? Just a phone call, a phone from Kyo was all he was waiting for. A
phone call that would bring new about Shinya¡¦s condition from Kyo.
¡§Shinya¡K¡¨
The red hair caught himself whispering his lover¡¦s name before he realized
what he was doing. Shinya! Die wanted to dumb all his work and rush to the
hospital, taking Shinya¡¦s hand in his then beg for his forgiveness, to forgive
him for what he¡¦d done to him last night, that¡¦s all he could do¡KHe loved
Shinya so much from the first time he set an eyes on this pretty boy, and of
course Shinya love him too. Their relationship had once been perfect, safe for
the fact that he was married at the very beginning.
However,
like all the relationship in the world, after sharing all the sweet loving time
together, the couple finally began getting into fights and arguments, along with
bitter discusses about their relationship. And things had worked out for them
but not anymore. Now it seemed that, Die said he love Shinya, but not loving him
enough to divorce his wife Ayumi. And the fact that he couldn¡¦t be with Die
openly and Die wasn¡¦t going to leave his wife even the red hair claimed he
didn¡¦t love this woman, upsetting him most.
And
then things turned really serious just last night, they got into another mean
fight on their way to Shinya¡¦s apartment and thing turned a bit out of control
when Die accidentally push his lover at the top of the stairs during their grappling
<http://hk.dictionary.yahoo.com/dict?s=grappling&t=w>, before he
could made out what was happening, all he could hear was Shinya¡¦s scream and
then he fell to the bottom and hit his head to the ground.
When
e heard some footsteps close up to him, fear of being seemed with his mistress
together and being questioned about his relation with the wounded man, he left
his injured lover behind. And about 15 minutes later, hiding into the crowd of
on-looking passer-by, Die saw Shinya again, apparently in coma and was carried
into an ambulance.
He
felt guilty for his selfish act- leaving Shinya behind that night, but the fact
was that he wasn¡¦t possible to visit Shinya so all he could do was sending Kyo
to the hospital and check whether Shinya was alright. Actually Kyo was the only
one to know his affair with Shinya, how couldn¡¦t he know it at the very
beginning when he was Die¡¦s personal secretary who used to help Die booking
the hotel rooms and arranged his cover stories for Ayumi?(Oh well¡Kto me Ayumi
being any J rocker¡¦s wife is more horrible than any thrill fic¡K><)
However,
Kyo still hadn¡¦t came back from the hospital yet, and he was still in dark
about Shinya¡¦s condition.
Feeling
completely agitated and was ready to call Kyo once again, somehow his train of
thought was finally broken until Shinya opened his office¡¦s door and stepped
in.
Die
was loss in word for seconds.
¡§Shinya¡Khow
come you¡¦re here?¡¨ Surprisingly, Die asked, as Shinya closed the door behind
him and locked it. ¡¨¡KI¡KI think you should stand in the hospit-¡¨ How
could this happen? Or perhaps Shinya wasn¡¦t hurt that badly as he saw him last
night after all? He studied his lover more carefully this time. Shinya did look
ill, his skin paler than usually. But there was nothing abnromal about him in
general.
Before he could figure anything else. The
auburn hair waved his hand cut his sentence. ¡§You had never asked why I¡¦m
here when I came to your office and you never kept me wait before.¡¨
¡¨
And now you don¡¦t make me as welcome as before.¡¨ The auburn hair pouted.
¡§Errr¡KShinya¡KI¡KI¡¦m sorry about last
night¡K¡¨ Die took a deep breath while looking into his beautiful mistress¡¦s
eyes, which was eerily glassy dim and hollow, giving prepare for fight or
argument. Die was almost sure that the auburn hair was going to yell at him or
something¡K
¡§Die¡K¡¨ Not responding on Die¡¦s
sentence, Shinya whispered Die¡¦s name .¡¨It doesn¡¦t matter.¡¨
¡§Doesn¡¦t
matter?¡¨ the red hair¡¦s jaw dropped a little.
¡§I¡¦m
not making all my way to here fighting with you again¡K¡¨ The auburn said in a
seductive tone softly.
¡§¡KShinya¡KI¡K¡¨
¡§
I had done a lot of thinking in the past few hours¡K¡¨upon speaking, Shinya
started to do something he had always been too shy to do back then, he
unbuttoned his own shirt and got rid of it in the next few seconds. He stood
half-naked right in front of him in the brand daylight. Die gasped as he gazing
his lover in disbelief. He couldn¡¦t be serious. Sex? Right here right now? In
his office?
¡¨ And I¡¦ve decided that I don¡¦t get a
damn about those shit. I mean my words Baby. I don¡¦t care about your wife nor
whether you leave her, I do not care anymore. And now I¡¦m sure that all I
really want¡K¡¨ He stepped closer to his lover, stoking the taller man¡¦s
cheek with his cold, smooth fingers daringly while his shirt slipping off to the
ground soundlessly. ¡¨All I really want is you.¡¨
Shinya licked his lips with a hungry
_expression on his face. His hands reached straightly out for Die¡¦s belt. ¡¨
Now I¡¦ll show you what I really care about.¡¨
A
few seconds later, he unbuckled the red hair¡¦s zip and reached for his briefs
then undo it quickly. Die closed his eyes as Shinya bent down to take him to his
mouth.
He
was as sweet as even, his mouth was somehow direr than usual, his tongue felt
almost cottony that scouring him, but the whole act was still far more than
enough to drive him insane. The auburn hair was playing all his tricks to
pleasure his lover, his throat opened like a drain taking him deeper than he had
ever been before. Slowly he picked up the speed until he almost came, making Die
to cry out in ecstasy. then slowing down again until the need pass. The red hair
was completely at his mercy.
¡§Oh
god¡Kbaby¡Kyou¡¦re great¡K¡¨ Die opened his eyes and whispered. It reminded
him how things once had used to been between them long time before those ugly
fights and argument took place. Oh, God please bless him¡K.Now everything
seemed to come back into usual again. Shinya was here with him, and all the
argument or unhappiness seemed to be gone, so there was no doubt that Shinya was
again his passionate mistress.
The
auburn hair withdraw his mouth to look up to his lover, his face didn¡¦t even
flicker in response to Die¡¦s comment. Then again he continue to work at him
soundlessly. He didn¡¦t make his usual noises when they were having sex, not a
moan or small grunt. Nothing. Not even those heavy hot breath bushing against
the skin of his inner thighs. He just kept licking and sucking in absolute
silence.
Die
held his breath for a moment, while an idea was raised from the depth of his
belly¡K.half a minute pasted; one minute pasted away, then a minute and a half
pasted, and he was full with terror.
Shinya.
He
wasn¡¦t breathing.
he
wasn¡¦t breathing during this breathtaking blowjob play at all. Today he was so
great at this performance because he wasn¡¦t bother to stop his act for a
single second to inhale or exhale.
Die
felt his body rigid, while his erection filled up his lover¡¦s throat. His mind
formed the unthinkable thought as he came while the auburn hair was still
working his mouth on him skillfully, sucking gently but also greedy.
He¡¦s
dead.
Shinya
had him in his mouth, his cold mouth and he was dead. That was why he came back
to me. He came back for me no longer caring about all our messy troubles. That
was why he said he was no longer caring whether he leave his wife or not!
God
help him¡KShinya was everything¡Kbut alive¡K¡Kand Die could do nothing but
staring at him like a fool as this dead, this corpse gave him head.
Then
it seemed that Shinya sensed his horror. He cocked his head again to face Die
and looked up at him. How could he mistake this dead gaze for life? Die thought,
as Shinya withdraw his manhood gently from between his lips.
¡§What¡¦s
wrong?¡¨ He asked, his face still affecting life.
¡§You¡K.you are not breathing¡K.¡¨
¡§Oh?
So what darling?¡¨ he smirked mockingly in response. Even it wasn¡¦t so easy
for him to smirk. There was a stiffness in the muscles of his cheek but he
carried off the effect anyway.
¡§¡KYou¡¦re dead¡K?¡¨
¡§So you know.¡¨ Said the corpse.¡¨ It was
five hours ago: in my sleep, before I lost conciseness totally I heard they said
something like my heart was a bit too weak that the fall had cased several heat
paralysis. I guess they failed to make it works normally again even after and so
I dead. But it doesn¡¦t matter much now, a shot of anticorrosive is enough to
keep me as pretty as I used to be. I had to come back. Die my love; so much
unfinished business between us you know. And I made my choice.¡¨
He
stood up and reached into his pocket. Die looked at the door, trying to make his
limbs work, but they were too numb. Beside he has his trousers around his ankle,
making it hard to move.
Eventually
Shinya turned back to him, with something silver and sharp in his hand. Try as
Die might, he could not get a focus on it. But whatever it was, Shinya meant it
for him.
-The
End-
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