Title: Cocoon - Part 4
Author: Candice ([email protected]) / Mizuki ([email protected])
Mirror: yes
Archive: yes
Band: Pierrot
Pairings: AU kiritoXaiji incest. In this fic, both of them are brothers.
Warning: Use of the f-word....^^;;

Here's Part 4 of the fic. Pls c/c.

Luv,
Candice ^^

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[Aiji]
When I woke up later in the evening, Jun was already gone.

I didn't know what to do.... I simply sat down in front of the TV, playing Jun's video games.... and ignoring my thoughts.

I HATE you.

Please.... don't say that you hate me.... don't be cruel to me.... Oniisan....

Tears came into my eyes and slid down my face, when I recalled the words Oniisan said....

The pain... was too much for me to bear.....

I couldn't stand being in that room, in that apartment all alone by myself, with his words still haunting me. So I came to Jun's place....

Oniisan...

I thought I should hate you for what you'd done to me... But... I couldn't.... I couldn't bring myself to hate you at all...

My heart is dead now... I'm too numb to even think about anything... Hatred? Love? I don't know anymore...

I tried to forget about the things you'd done.... the words you'd said... But everytime, I closed my eyes, the scenes came flashing back to me almost instantly... how you had forced yourself on me, used my body, and then dumped me because you hate me...

I can't sleep.... I won't sleep.... I don't want to remember anything anymore...

When Jun returned, it was already dark. He tried to talk to me several times, asking me if I wanted anything to eat. I ignored him to continue playing my game. He went quiet eventually when he saw no response from me.

He noticed something about me wasn't right and tried his best to help... and I knew my coldness was hurting his feelings....

I'm sorry, Jun.... Everything's too late now.... nobody can help me now 'cos it doesn't matter anymore..... so please leave me alone... Maybe I was foolish not to listen to your advice of "staying away" from Oniisan.... but I couldn't stay away... from him...

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[Jun]
I was shocked to hear those words from Aiji.... He said he hates me!

But why? Why did Kirito hate Aiji?! I thought Kirito loved him?!

I knew... In fact I knew that Kirito loved Aiji, his own brother....

I could see it in his eyes whenever his gaze lingered on Aiji... I could see the sorrow in his eyes, harbouring a forbidden love for Aiji.... and all this while, Aiji was ignorant of his brother's feelings for him...

I loved Aiji... I wanted to protect him from Kirito.... because I could sense a violent streak in Kirito the first time I met him with Aiji... Beneath the calm demeanour, I could feel the presence of another aggressive being...

Aiji.....

He was crying hard in my arms now.... What did Kirito do?!

I dropped small kisses on his hair as my hands started stroking his back gently, in an attempt to calm him down.

"...Jun.... help me forget Oniisan... please....?" Aiji held onto me tightly as he buried his head deeper into my chest.

"Ai....!" I got a shock when Aiji suddenly came up to kiss me on the mouth.

His kiss was hesitating, but desperate.

I tightened my arms around him when I felt his tears on my cheeks.... I wanted so much to see him smiling again.

If I can make him forget about the pain, make him forget about Kirito... I will do it.

I returned his kiss passionately while I hugged him even closer to me.

I broke the kiss shortly after, and gently tilt his head back to kiss softly on the bruises that marked his neck.

"...Jun..." He moaned softly.

I started licking his neck, especially on those bruises, before kissing them again. I wanted to make him forget the painful bruises that Kirito gave him. Instead, I wanted him to remember the gentle kisses that I'm giving him now.

"uh... mmm...."

I held him gently in my arms while one of my hands went underneath his shirt to pull playfully on his hardened nipples.

"...ahhh... Ju.Jun..."

Encouraged by his moans, I kissed him fully on the mouth again, while unbuttoning his shirt. Pushing aside the fabric, I lowered my head to kiss and suck his nipples.

"Mmmm... uh.... uh..." His moans became louder and I was starting to get turned on by the sweet noises he was making.

I let my hand wandered down to his pants.... unbuttoning his pants, I slipped my hand in and slowly slide my hand down the full length of his erection.

"Jun!" He cried as his hands gripped my arms tightly, his fingernails digging into my skin.

Seeing his reaction, I withdrew my hand and pushed him gently to lay down on the floor, before leaning down to kiss him again. I pushed my tongue in and was met with his, with equal eagerness. My hands now were busied removing his shirt, and then his pants...

After removing all his clothes, I broke the kiss to admire the beautiful sight before my eyes. Then, I frowned as my eyes lingered on his hips for a while. There were some bruises....

With his cheeks still flushing, he turned his head away shyly.

"Ai-chan..."

"Please... help me forget.... about Oniisan..."

"Kirito.... he....?"

"Jun... please... make love to me..." His words came out a mere whisper as he closed his eyes, tears slipping down his pale face.

I finally realized what had happened.... Aiji... was raped by Kirito, his own brother.

I bit my lips to stop myself from screaming out.... Aiji... my poor Aiji... how could Kirito do such a thing?!?!

I reached out and gently swept away the tears that were sliding down the smooth cheeks.

Mentally cursing Kirito, I took off my clothes, and leant down to lay kisses all over Aiji's face, neck and chest.

"....ahh... ahh...." Hearing the soft moans coming from him, I let my hands roamed all over his slim body, feeling the silky smooth skin and the lean muscles underneath.

I wrapped my hand around his erection, and started stroking it.

"...Jun..."

I moved my hand faster and very soon, Aiji was reaching his climax...

"Ju..Jun..." He gasped, and his body trembled as waves of pleasure swept through him.

Holding his cum in my hand, I smeared it on his hole, and then slowly inserted one of my fingers inside.

"Ah~"

I pushed in and out a few times before inserting another finger in again.

"Ah~ Ah~"

I finger-fucked him a while, then stopped and pulled out my fingers when I felt lesser resistance.

I positioned my own erection at his opening, lifted his hips slightly and then pushed in slowly.

"Uh... uh.. itai~" He groaned as he gripped my arms tightly.

God! Aiji's so tight! My body shivered slightly as I tried to control myself. I managed to pull out slowly and then push in again. I held his hips firmly as I started to pump faster, in and out of him.

"Uh... uh... uh..." He moaned as his short fingernails raked down my arms.

"Ah~ Ah~ Ah~ Oniisan!~" He cried when he climaxed for the second time.

I looked at Aiji speechlessly as I ejaculated inside him.

A sad smile crossed my face as I pulled myself out of his exhausted body. I laid down beside him and pulled him into my arms. Curling himself up, he nuzzled against my chest as he sobbed softly. Soon, he fell asleep in my arms with tears sliding down his cheeks.

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[Aiji]
"Uh... uh... itai~" I cried painfully as Jun pushed into me.

Jun... please... help me... help me forget about Oniisan....

I could feel Jun filling me up as he pushed in. Gritting my teeth, I tried to ignore the pain.

I can't complain... I asked for it... I asked him to make love to me so that I can forget about Oniisan...

"Uh... uh... uh..." I... I think I'm reaching my climax soon...

Scenes of Oniisan forcing himself on me flashed past my mind..... I could feel tears welling up in my eyes again....

Why...? Why do I still.... think of Oniisan...?!

"Ah~ Ah~ Ah~ Oniisan!~"

I shuddered as Jun ejaculated inside me.

Jun.... gomen ne... I still cannot forget about Oniisan..... I could feel tears slipping down my face as I closed my eyes to sleep tiredly in Jun's arms.

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[Jun]
Leaning on my side, I sighed softly to myself as I looked at Aiji who was sleeping on my bed. His body looked so weak and frail, and I could still see traces of dried tears on his pale face.

Kirito.... How could you do this to Aiji, your own brother?! I thought angrily to myself.

If you really loved Aiji, you wouldn't have hurt him so much!!

Even after what you'd done, Aiji still can't forget about you... A tear slipped down my face as I recalled sadly that Aiji had cried out "Oniisan!~" when I made love to him yesterday.

"Mmm... Oniisan..." Aiji mumbled as a small frown crossed his face. He tossed around restlessly before turning away from me, to continue sleeping again.

"Aiji...."

****

[Shinya]
I stubbed out my cigarette and frowned as I stared at the little mess that I'd created in Aiji's room. I was trying to find Jun's address or telephone number.... he hadn't been home since that night.... I thought I didn't care... but....

I picked up a photo and looked at it for a while... It was a photo taken together with Jun, whom Aiji met when he came here to look for me. In the photo, he looked so innocent with that carefree smile of his... was it because of Jun?

I threw the photo aside and lighted another cigarette.

Aiji... it was always you... No matter how many girlfriends Kirito had... or how many women I had sex with... we'd still thought of you...

"DAMN! NOT NOW!!!" I yelled as those headaches came to me again. Clutching my head in pain, I walked unsteadily to sit down on his bed.

"You shouldn't...." A sad voice seemed to whisper in my head.

"SHUT UP!!!" I yelled again.

"Kirito... will never do such a thing..."

"Well, I'm in charge now! So I do what I pleased! And there's nothing you can do to stop me, Kiri!"

"... I can't... but maybe... Kirito can...."

"Kirito?! He's not even me! What can he do?!?!"


to be continued....

Part 6