Title: Cocoon - Part 3
Author: Candice ([email protected])
/ Mizuki ([email protected])
Mirror: yes
Archive: yes
Band: Pierrot
Pairings: AU kiritoXaiji incest. In this fic, both of them are brothers.
Warning: Use of the f-word.... and violence... ^^;;
Hi everybody, just wanna clarify that another friend of Mizuki-chan, Sarah, had
initially helped to write some of the lemons in Parts 2 & 3... though the
parts were edited by me now... We still wanna say thanks to Sarah! ^^
Candice
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[Aiji]
I woke up with a terrible headache. Groaning slightly and rubbing my eyes, I
thought I heard the sounds of feet shuffling and the door closing...
I opened my eyes slowly, adjusting to the bright daylight that was coming into
the room from the blinds. I felt cold all of a sudden and instinctively pulled
the covers up. In doing so, I realised that I was naked.... NAKED?!
My mind drew a blank as I stared at my own naked form on the bed. What...
happened? And why are there bruises on my wrists? And why did I feel dirty too?
I had this nagging feeling that my body had been used...
I looked around my room..... wait... this wasn't my room... it's Oniisan's room!
And my clothes were strewn on the floor carelessly....
I pulled and wrapped the covers around me, and crawled out of bed. A sharp pain
came up my back and I winced momentarily from the sudden pain. I limped slowly
to the bathroom and went to the full-length mirror.
Shrugging off the covers, the first thing I noticed were the bruises on my neck
and chest... I turned around and saw a bigger bruise at the back of my neck.
Arching my body slightly, the pain came up again. I winced as tears came into my
eyes.
Gingerly, I lightly touched my sore bottom and when I brought my hand up, I was
surprised to see something dried on my fingertips..... was this clotted blood?!
Suddenly, a very bad feeling came over me. I limped out of the bathroom to go
back to the bed. There, on the bedsheets, were a few spots of dried blood
stains. I stood there dazed, as my mind started registering what I saw.
Did... did I.... had sex with Oniisan...? I had sex with my own brother?!?!
*****
[Shinya]
Stepping into the hall, I saw him sitting on my bed, with the covers loosely
wrapped around his naked body. I hesitated for a while, before making my way to
him. He didn't look at me when I came to sit down beside him on the bed.
I was mentally raping Aiji in my mind when he suddenly asked, "Oniisan....
where did you go?"
"....out for a walk..." I replied.
"...Do you remember what happened last night?" I asked, curious to
know his reaction.
".....No, I don't..... what happened?" Aiji gave me a blank
expression.
"....Oh, nothing really... It doesn't matter since it's no big
deal..." I shrugged.
"No! Tell me...... please?" He turned and looked at me with pleading
eyes.
"We had sex."
He looked really shocked after he heard this.
"We... had sex last night??" He almost choked as he forced those words
out of his lips.
"Yes."
"How... how did it happen? It can't be true... right? Oniisan, please tell
me it's just a joke!?"
"No, I mean it. And you were the one who made the first move."
His eyes widened and his face flushed before turning away from me.
"It... can't be... true...." He mumbled to himself as he pulled the
covers tightly around his body.
I simply felt disturbed by his reaction, so I pulled him closer and forced him
to look at me.
"Why not? I bet you had already done the same thing with Jun..."
Aiji looked up at me and anger shone in his eyes. "No! I didn't!!! And Jun
was different!"
Jun was different! Those words echoed over and over in my head.
Jun again.....WHY IT ALWAYS HAD TO BE JUN!???
I can't really tell why I was so pissed off. But Aiji's words angered me so much
that I grabbed his wrists tightly and pinned his body to the bed.
"What.... what are you doing?!?! Stunned, Aiji didn't know how to react
even though fear shone in his eyes.
"What do you THINK I'm doing?" My lips curved up to an evil smile, as
I yanked the covers away, exposing his naked body to my eyes again.
Tears welled up in his beautiful eyes as he protested and tried to struggle out
of my hold.
"No.... please, don't.... Oniisan...?"
I sealed my lips on his forcefully while images of him together with Jun kept
playing in my mind.
When I finally broke the kiss, I hissed out, "Don't pretend anymore! You
and Jun must have been fucking each other a lot, right?!"
"Wha.. what?!"
Without giving him a chance to explain further, I lowered my head to his neck
and bit deep into his soft silky flesh.
"Ahhhh!!!"
Aiji screamed in pain, but somehow the painful look on his face aroused me even
more.
"You said you can't remember what happened? All right.... I'm going to MAKE
you REMEMBER this time!"
I sucked hard on the marks that I left last night, bloodying them. I transferred
his wrists to one of my hands and my other hand trailed down his torso to his
erection. He jerked slightly when I wrapped my hand around him. I started
pumping him slowly, bringing him to arousal against his will.
"O-oniisan...... yameru..... onegai....."
He struggled to wiggle his body away from my hold but I had him pinned so he was
totally helpless...
"What?!" I growled into his face.
"You don't like this?"
He choked back a sob and shook his head.
"Then I will TEACH you to like it!"
I reached down beside the bed and grabbed my belt. I quickly tied Aiji's wrists
to the headboard.
Aiji started to cry again, tears streaming down his cheeks. "P- please...
Oniisan....."
"Shut up!" I pulled his legs apart and positioned myself between them.
I was so hard and aroused that precum was already dripping from my tip.
Aiji threw his head back and screamed as I lifted his hips and plunged in
without any warning. I laughed sadistically as I pushed myself as deep into him,
as possible. This should teach him a lesson for lying to me...
He was sobbing uncontrollably and trying his hardest to pull away.
"YAMERU!!"
"QUIET!" I slapped him hard across the face.
Dazed, he stopped sobbing momentarily.
I grabbed his erection, started jerking him off. Aiji moaned, then clamped his
teeth down on his lip to stop from crying out. I grabbed his chin and forced him
to look me in the eyes.
"Don't you enjoy this? I want to hear you say it!"
Shaking his head weakly, he just closed his eyes as tears slid down his pale
cheeks.
"Why.... why are... you doing.... this....?"
"Why?!" I laughed.
"Because I HATE you, that's why!" I saw his eyes widened in surprise
after I said those words.
"You and your innocent face...." I caressed the reddened patch on his
cheek briefly.
"I want to tear this mask off your face! And I'm not stopping til I'd
fucked you enough!" I hissed as I rammed hard into him again.
"Ahhhh!!!" He screamed.
"I-iie.... yameru.. onegai, Oniisan.... YAMERU!!!"
I ignored his cries, continued to pound into him violently and stroking him
faster.
Suddenly his body tensed and he released his seeds in my hand. I thrusted a few
mores times, then let out a low moan as I came inside him.
Aiji's inside was so invitingly hot that I felt as though I was totally sucked
into him. I gripped his hips tightly, bruising them in the process, while I
released all my seeds inside this warm cavern.
Exhausted, I just laid on Aiji for a while, savouring the warmth of his body and
the musky smell of good sex...
After resting for a while, I pulled myself out, and reached up to untie his
wrists.
Almost immediately, he turned away from me and curled up into a ball, sobbing.
Ignoring him, I got dressed and started walking to the door. When I reached the
door, I turned back to gaze at Aiji's crying form on the bed.
"ja ne, boku no otouto..." I heard him sob loudly before I left,
feeling strangely sad.
Eventually I realized why I hate him.....
I hate Aiji because he only called me "Oniisan" with respect.... Am I
just "Oniisan" in his eyes?!
I stopped walking and looked at my hands....
But it wasn't what I wanted.... It wasn't enough!
I want him to call out my name with pleasure, but he just kept letting me
down....
I hate him because the one he loves is Jun.... And the minute I thought of the
both of them behaving so intimately together, and doing god-knows-what behind my
back... I hate him!
A voice in my head was telling me to abuse Aiji as much as I want.... Did I lust
after him that much?
I knew that I can't live without Aiji now..... he'd become a part of me,
especially after last night....
How sweet his raptured cries had sounded to my ears, and how aroused I was to
see him helpless... I love the control that I had over him, over his body...
He's the one who could satisfy my deepest desires...
But why do I have this heart-wrenching feeling when I see the tears on his
face....? Why?!?!
....Love...? Am I... in love with him...? With Aiji.....?
I can't be.... I'm not weak.... I hate love.....
*****
[Jun]
I was so worried about Aiji....
In the late morning, I heard someone knocking on my door. I opened the door and
saw Aiji standing at my doorstep. He stood there motionlessly, giving me neither
a "Hello!" nor a "Good morning!". For the first time since I
knew him, he was like a total stranger to me.
"Ai-chan.... why are you here?"
"Can I come in?" He asked without acknowledging my question.
"Sure... sure..." I stepped aside to let him in.
I saw him sitting very still and quiet on the sofa as I brought a cup of tea to
him. Then I noticed how pale he looked.... was he sick?
"Would you mind giving me a painkiller first, Jun?" This was the first
sentence he said after entering my apartment.
"Sure." I went over to the drawer and picked up the painkiller he
wanted.
"What's wrong with you?"
"...Nothing... I'm just having a little headache... that's all..."
But somehow I feel that something else had happened to Aiji, something far worse
than just a little headache.... Something was wrong with him, something horribly
wrong....
"Are you really okay?" I asked cautiously.
"I told you I'm fine. You needn't worry about me...." Aiji tone was
firm, signalling that he don't want me to pursue the issue anymore.
"Jun... can I stay here for a while?" He asked, this time his tone a
little pleading.
"...Okay, make yourself at home. But I have to leave now."
"Where are you going?" He sounded a little worried?
"To school... I have lessons today."
"School? Yeah... school..." He replied softly, as if the word sounded
almost alien to him.
"I'm tired... Do you mind if I sleep on your sofa?"
"Not at all." I smiled, hiding my frown.
Why does he have to come all the way to my house, just to sleep on a sofa,
instead of taking a rest in his own house, his own bed??
"Thanks alot, Jun." Aiji gave me a weak smile, not the usual cheerful
smiles that he always gave.
"I think you'd better sleep on my bed, instead of the sofa." I was
beginning to get worried again.
"You know what? You look pretty awful today."
"I know." He smiled again but it only made me feel worse, because I
knew it was a fake smile, and it made me feel sad that he tried to pretend
everything was all right in front of me... when he was already breaking up into
pieces inside.
Maybe you didn't want me to worry about you.... but why didn't you let me help
you, Aiji? I would definitely help you if you'd just asked....
I watched him sleep for a while before I went for my lessons.
He looked so pale and weak, paler than I've even seen him. I almost thought that
he would just disappear into thin air and leave me any minute, if I failed to
notice he was still breathing!
What'd happened to you, Aiji?
But my watch reminded me that I needed to go to school now. I had no choice but
to leave the house and hoped that nothing would happen to Aiji when he was
alone.
*****
By the time I came home from school, it was already past 10pm. I saw Aiji
sitting on the floor, playing some video games.
I took off my shoes, made my way to the living room silently, and sat down on
the sofa behind him. Still, he showed no signs of acknowledging my presence.
Maybe I should tap him on the shoulder to make him talk to me, but I simply
couldn't....
There seemed to be an aura surrounding him like an invisible barrier, isolating
him from the outside world, from me.....
I went into the kitchen and came back out again. I asked him if he needed
something to eat.
"I'm not hungry." With his eyes still glued on the TV, he only shook
his head.
"But, Ai-chan, you haven't eaten anything at all for the whole day!" I
had checked my refrigerator, and found everything intact, meaning he hadn't
eaten a single thing since this morning!
"I told you I'm not hungry!" Aiji replied irritatedly as he shook his
head vehemently, before becoming silent again.
He just sat there, eyes glued to the TV, fingers pressing furiously on the
buttons of the game's controller. He didn't mention what happened earlier this
morning, and how long he wanted to stay here.
His silence was too much for me to bear.
Please stop being like this.... Don't isolate yourself from me....
Seeing him like this, I couldn't bring myself to break the invisible barrier
that he had created... All I could do was, to sit still and watch the TV screen
til my brain went blank....
I could not remember when and how I had fallen asleep, but when I opened my eyes
again, Aiji was still sitting on the floor, playing the same video game!
Outside the window, there was a heavy downpour of rain... How long had I been
sleeping? And how long had he been playing?
Finally, I could not bear to see him like this any longer.
"Ai-chan.... listen to me.... please?" I stood up and placed my hand
on his shoulder.
"hai...?" Hesitatingly, he turned to face me with a blank look.
"I think you need some rest."
He looked at me blankly with his blood-shot eyes, his brain trying to register
the words that had just came out of my mouth.
"No, thanks." He finally mumbled, before turning away from me to
return his attention to the TV screen.
Leave me alone. This was the only clear message he'd given me....
I looked up at the clock on the wall. 3:30am.
How can his body take the stress?! I have to stop him from this silent insanity!
"But it's already 3:30am in the morning!"
"Mmm..."
Sighing to myself, I was about to say something more when I noticed a huge
bruise on the back of his pale white neck.
"Ai-chan! What's wrong with your neck?!" I pulled him close forcefully
this time, to take a better look at his neck.
A shiver ran down his whole body, and he turned his head uncomfortably, trying
to hide the bruise away from my scrutiny.
"It's... nothing..." He murmured under his breath as he started to
pull his shirt collar higher up.
"And what's wrong with your wrists??" Now, I also noticed the bruises
on both of his slender wrists.
"Show them to me!" I demanded when Aiji quickly hid both of his hands
behind him.
"No!" Aiji yelled suddenly as he flinched away from me. "Don't
touch me!"
Ignoring him, I gripped both his wrists and pulled him to me.
"Who did this to you?!?!" I exclaimed as I saw even more bruises on
his neck now that he's nearer.
"God.... is it Kirito?!?! What the hell did he do?!?!"
"It wasn't him!"
"Then who did it?!" I was raising my voice now. I could feel anger
rising within me, seeing Aiji hurt like this.
Aiji dared not looked at me, but kept his head bowed, his body slightly shaking
at the tone of my voice.
"Aiji! Look at me!"
"He hates me..." Looking up at me with teary eyes, these words came
out barely a whisper from his trembling lips.
"What?!"
"He said he hates me!" Aiji buried his head in my chest and started
crying in my arms uncontrollably.
to be continued....