Title: Cocoon - Part 2
Author: Candice ([email protected]) / Mizuki ([email protected])
Mirror: yes
Archive: yes
Band: Pierrot
Pairings: AU kiritoXaiji incest. In this fic, both of them are brothers.
Warning: Use of the f-word....^^;;

Hi everybody, this fic was initially written by Mizuki-chan. But now, I'm continuing this fic on her behalf. So, pierras, enjoy ne~
Candice ^^

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"....Ah.... uh.... ah..."

In a small dark room, heavy breathing and moaning of a female in rapture was heard.

Shinya frowned as he was fucking the long-haired blonde.

He didn't know why.... but images of Aiji, his brother kept coming up in his mind.

Damn~ why am I thinking of Aiji now?!

"Ahhhhh.....!" The blonde lay exhausted on the bed as she reached her climax. Sighing, Shinya pulled himself out of the woman and turned his attention to another two figures who were lying unconscious on the sofa.

He walked calmly over to the sofa and carried one of the women to the bed. He pulled off the bothersome skirt and pushed himself into the brunette. He started pounding into the woman furiously, impatient to seek release from his urge fast.

He gave a low moan when he finally climaxed. Satisfied that his purpose was achieved, he pulled out and pushed the woman aside.

He walked over to the bedside table, picked up a cigarette and lighted it. Deeply inhaling the smoke, he exhaled again as he looked at the sight before him.

He fucked two bitches tonight and had oral sex with the other.... but he wasn't satisfied....

Aiji.....

Shinya shook his head in frustration, as he picked out his clothes and started wearing them.

Damn~ Why?! Why am I thinking of Aiji now?! I know both Kirito and Kiri loved him, even though Kirito would never admit it himself. But I don't and I didn't!

Throwing away his cigarette, he paced about the room agitatedly.

No matter what, I don't need anybody else.... not even Aiji....

But, he's different from any other one, I must admit... He's the only person who could affect us more than anyone could.... and I would do anything to stop him from getting too close to me.... including making him hate me....

I don't need anyone!

I reminded myself again, for the fact that I found more comfort in being alone and in hating... and also the fact that love was something too alien to me for many years....

I hate love.

"Arrrggghhh~" I held my head as a sudden wave of headaches hit me.

Damn~ Not now! If Kirito or Kiri was here.... then.....

*****

Leaning weakly against the wall, he blinked his eyes a few times before the blurry vision cleared.

"??" Kiri looked around him and realised that he was in a room.

His eyes widened when he saw three semi-naked women lying on the bed and sofa. His cheeks flushing hotly, he hastily made his way out of the room and down the stairs.

He heard jazz music and laughter as he stepped into another room full of tables with people drinking...

How... how did I get here? Unless.... it's Kirito? He came here?

Still in confusion, he pushed his way through the crowd and stepped out of the bar, into the street...

*****

Aiji stopped suddenly, and buried his face into his hands.

"What's wrong, Ai-chan?"

"My contact lens!" Aiji held a hand over his right eye, whining.

"Jun, please help me push it back into place? Please~"

Sighing, the other man got closer to his friend, removed the latter's hand and looked carefully into his friend's right eye.

"This thing looks so scary... Why don't you just wear ordinary glasses?" Jun teased his friend.

"hayaku! PLEASE!" Aiji whined again as tears kept slipping down his face when the irritation was beginning to make his eye painful.

"hai, hai~" Jun moved closer to Aiji, as he gingerly tried to shift the lens into place. Holding his breath, he tried to concentrate on the difficult task at hand.

However, he couldn't help noticing the pink flush on his friend's face and the pouty lips.... He wondered how would Aiji taste if he were to lean in for a kiss on the latter's soft lips. Frowning, he mentally scolded himself as he tried to force the impure thoughts out of his mind....

baka~ Just what are you thinking?! He's Aiji, your friend! Just concentrate on getting the stupid lens into place!!

After Jun managed to fix Aiji's contact lens, he heaved a sigh of relief and stepped back to look at the latter who was beaming gratefully at him.

"arigatou ne~ Jun~" Aiji smiled happily.

"That will teach you a lesson to be vain ne~ Ai-chan~"

"Jun~ You know I don't like glasses! Moreover, Oniisan says I look prettier without glasses." Aiji blushes after mentioning his Oniisan.

"Oh, really?" Jun raised an eyebrow. Did Kirito said that? He frowned slightly.

"Don't you think so, too?" Aiji pouted.

"Well......." Jun grinned mischievously before he noticed that some passer-bys were giving them funny stares.

"err... I think we'd better be on our way, don't you think?"

"err... you are right...." Aiji's cheeks flushed slightly when he too, noticed the curious stares that people were giving them.

Shucks~ They must have thought we were kissing.... I knew Jun really care about me.... he's such a nice person.

He's the first person I knew when I first came here to look for Oniisan.... if it weren't for him, I wouldn't know what would had happened to me back then.... The only thing I knew was that Jun was important and I didn't want to lose him....

"Ai-chan, daijoubu da? Does your eye still hurt?" Jun looked worriedly at Aiji when he noticed that the latter was knitting his brows, deep in thought.

"hai, daijoubu!" Aiji smiled as Jun held him lightly by the arm and steered him towards the direction of Genome Avenue...

*****

[Kiri]
I was about to cross the street when I saw two familiar figures.... Aiji and Jun?!

I quickly turned and hid in the dark corner, watching them as they stepped into a disco club, laughing into each other's eyes.

Seeing the both of them so happy together, my heart felt as if it was being torn to pieces... I knew that Aiji was with Jun... and I'm happy for him so long he's happy.... but what about me....? I guess Kirito must be feeling the same way too.... he loved Aiji as much as me....but we couldn't admit it... we can't..... Aiji is our brother.... we cannot be in love with our own brother....

Tears slipping silently down the cheeks, he bent down to sit huddled in the dark corner and sobbed quietly....

*****

"Jun~ saa~ Let's dance!" Aiji bounced happily as he grabbed Jun's arm and pulled him out to the dance floor.

"hai~ hai~" Jun smiled when he saw how excited his friend was.

"What a pity... there aren't any pretty girls around...." Sighing, Jun looked from side to side, a disappointed look on his handsome face.

"ne, Jun.... aren't I pretty enough?" Aiji pouted as he jokingly clung onto Jun and leant onto him.

"Hey~ you are heavy~ Ai-chan~" Jun laughed and tried to get his friend off him.

"ne~ Jun, you hurt me...." Aiji pretended to be sad, and gave his friend the hurt puppy eyes look.

"Ok, ok~ you are the PRETTIEST around, ok?" Jun laughed as he patted Aiji on the head.

"You are forgiven~ But as punishment, you must dance with me and treat me to drinks!" Aiji smiled mischievously as he pulled the latter to dance in a ridiculous fashion. Both of them laughed as they danced to their hearts' content.

Both of them didn't notice that somebody was watching them at a corner, with his fists tightly clenched...

*****

"Jun.... gomen ne...." Aiji lightly pushed Jun away after the latter kissed him on the lips.

"Ai-chan.... I...." Jun looked guiltily at his friend when he was pushed away. "I'm so sorry.... It must be the alcohol.... I...."

"No, it's all right.... I'm tired... I need to make a move now..."

"....Shall I give you a lift?"

"....All right...."

*****

[Aiji]
On the way home, Jun didn't say anything.... and I was also too tired to bother talking...

"...Ai-chan?" I turned my head towards Jun when I heard him called.

"How's.... Kirito getting along? Does he... have a girlfriend yet?"

Girlfriend.... My heart skipped a beat when I heard this word....

"....I don't know....." Shaking my head slowly, my voice came out barely a whisper.

"Ai-chan?" I can hear the worry in Jun's voice now.

Stopping the car by the road side, there was a moment of silence when suddenly I was pulled into Jun's embrace.

"?!"

"...Ai-chan.... Do you like Kirito....?"

My eyes widened when I heard these words coming out from his mouth. Why on earth did he ask such a question?!?!

"I'm sorry to ask.... but... if you do... please, for your own sake, forget about this love... he is after all your Oniisan..."

"Jun...."

"...Ai-chan..." I closed my eyes when Jun kissed me again...

"Jun...." I breathed when I opened my eyes to look at his handsome face.

He gave me a shy smile, before gently caressing my face. "Ai-chan... I don't want you to be hurt.. do you understand?"

"Jun.... arigatou..."

I gave him a brief hug and murmured into his ear, "Thanks for worrying about me, but I'll be all right...."

Although I told Jun I'm all right.... but I'm not. It's not that I didn't like Jun but.... I can't... I... Oniisan....

I didn't know why..... but I just want to go home now.... go home to my Oniisan.... Why did I feel like this all of a sudden?

But I just couldn't stop thinking.... about Oniisan...

Onisan took care of me when we were little. But we were separated from each other when our parents divorced.... I went with our father while Oniisan stayed with our mother. We were not able to have any contact after that as our parents were bent on severing their ties... I only knew that our mother remarried soon after we left.

But when our father passed away last year, I made up my mind to come back here to look for Oniisan....

It's been so long since I had seen Oniisan.... Though he's still the same person, but I find that something seemed to have changed in him..... There seemed to be a place in his heart that totally belonged to himself alone, refusing entry to anyone... There is something hiding inside him, something strange and cold...

I'd always longed to find out what it is, I could see it hidden deep in the shadows of his eyes.... I want to *know* Oniisan, both him and his secret.... this was what attracted me so much.....

Attracted? I paused for a second.

Attracted? When did this start? How can I even think about Oniisan that way?!?!

My head hurts as I tried to think further, there's something laughing inside my head when I finally realized the truth...

I can't stop laughing madly at myself... laughing at my own stupidity for being aware of my feelings so late...

But my heart is aching.... to realize something like this.... I was attracted to Oniisan, my own brother!

*****

[Shinya]
I opened the door to have Aiji crashed into me and held me in almost desperation. Immediately, I tried to push away but Aiji's hands caught me in a dead-like grip.

"Finally I can talk to you ne." Aiji said while he hugged me even tighter, at the same time giving me a tired, yet relieved smile.

Not so sure of what he really wanted, I offered no resistance. I could smell the strong moist alcohol escaping from his breath. Aiji buried his face into my clothes, then coughed when he smelled the cheap perfume on my jacket.

"You smell of those women again..." He frowned. "So many of them, I hate it!"

"But what's that to you?" I hissed. "Let go of me!"

"No!!!!"

"I told you to let go! You drank too much. Put your hands away now!" I tried to push his arms away but I stopped my movements when I felt Aiji's shoulders shaking slightly. Was he crying?

That was enough... I shoved Aiji aside roughly. He sat huddled on the floor, his eyes widened. The hurt in his eyes reminded me of a helpless, unwanted little kid...

He spoke again. "Why do you ignore me all the time? Why don't you like me any more?!"

"Did I do something wrong? Did I upset you that much? Am I that annoying?!"

Tears began to fall and slide down along his smooth cheeks.

I remained where I was, staring at him blankly. Although my every sense was telling me to ignore him, to leave him there alone and walk away. Still, before I realized what I was doing, I walked towards him and held him in my arms.

Wait... why couldn't I bring myself to be tough towards him again, now? Why did he still affect me so much?

Damn! Hadn't I promised myself not to have any feelings towards him again? And see what I'm doing now? He could always ruin my peaceful mind so easily! It made me feel so..... weak.

I bit my lip, Aiji... you plagued me too much. Therefore, I will make you pay for it sooner or later.

"Oniisan..." Meanwhile, he buried his face into my chest and continued sobbing.

"......."

Before he could even finish what he was going to say, I saw his vision getting blurry and he leant his head weakly on my shoulder. But still, he murmured some words which I could not make out...

When I helped him to walk, with his eyes half closed in tiredness, he laid his head against my shoulder, still with total trust.

And what I'm going to do now, is ruining this trust completely, and show Aiji how stupid he was to trust someone like me...

Being too exhausted from crying, he didn't resist much as I half- carried him to my bed. He only looked at me uncertainly with empty eyes... either he didn't know who was in front of him, or where he was. Well, maybe he was just too drunk to realize what was going on.

I saw him smiled dreamily at me.... his smile seemed so innocent... He didn't know that his inviting smile sort of tempted me, in such a situation.

"nani...?" He moaned slightly as I pressed my lips to his. He closed his eyes and a shade of red graced his cheeks slowly. I had to admit that he tasted so damn good! Even better than those women whom I fucked or slept with.

Therefore, I became bolder, parting his mouth to taste more... and we kept on like this til we had to part for a breather.

"Oniisan...." Aiji whispered breathlessly after I removed my lips from his.

I swept aside the silky tresses that matted his forehead and laid a kiss on it. Bringing my hand down, trickling down his face with small caresses, I lazily swept my hand across the trembling lips.

God, he looked so delicate and vulnerable at the same time! I wondered how Aiji would sound if I made love to him... I longed to hear him scream out my name in ecstasy.... I wanted to hear his raptured cries and see his slim body writhed under mine...

I pushed one of my fingers into his mouth, and he obediently opened his mouth to take it in. As if knowing what I had in mind, he started to suck on my finger.

Looking at him, I felt very lustful, suddenly wanting more and more of him.

I let my other free hand roamed down to his body, til I found a sensitive spot. Smiling to myself, I kneaded and pulled slightly on his nipple through the thin fabric of his shirt.

"...Mmmm... mmm..." Aiji moaned while he was still coating my finger with his saliva.

I unbuttoned his shirt and pushed the tiresome fabric aside, exposing the smooth chest underneath. I brought my head down to lick slowly across his chest. The sudden sensation caused him to gasp.

"?!"

I used my teeth to gently clamp down on one of his nipples and pull slightly, while my free hand kneaded the other.

"Ahh..."

I released my hold on his nipple, and moved up to lay small kisses on his taut neck. I wanted to make sure that my marks were on him...

"...uh.. uh... itai..." He groaned slightly when I sucked very hard on one of the spots. I smiled again when I saw a very deep mark amongst the others on his neck.

"Aiji...."

I felt for his waistband, unbuttoned it, and pulled down the zipper slowly. All this while, he seemed unaware of what I was doing. He just laid there with his eyes closed, sucking on my finger still.

I slipped my hand inside and grasped his erection.

"Ahhhh...."

Aiji's eyes widened immediately and he almost shot up from the bed. I had to push him down again with my body. I moved my body in such a way that it covered his, so that he could only squirm helplessly under me.

"Be good, Aiji." I said as I started stroking and pumping him.

It aroused him so much that he was now bucking his hips ever so desperately to get more of what I was giving him.

"...motto... motto..." His encouraging cries excited me further and I pumped even harder.

"Ahhhhhh!!!!" He suddenly screamed. His body froze for a while and then shuddered violently, as spasms of pleasure hit him. I watched him ejaculated in my hand, and laid back exhausted, after releasing his seeds.

I moved my fingers slowly, watching Aiji's seeds coating them. Satisfied, I bring my hand down to Aiji's ass and pushed one of my fingers in.

"Ahh~" He groaned when he felt the intrusion.

To stop his resistance, I used my free hand to hold both of his wrists above his head, and kissed him deeply while I inserted another finger in.

Slowly pushing my fingers in and out of him, I used my tongue to explore his sweet-tasting mouth. All this while, I was observing the _expression on his face. The initial pain that crossed his pretty face seemed to have disappeared....

I pulled my fingers out and released my hold on him. While he laid there, body twitching slightly from the sudden lack of contact and pleasure that I had just bestowed on him, I swiftly removed my clothing and tossed them aside.

I turned Aiji around so that he was now lying on his stomach, with his ass facing me.

I smiled... If I wanted Aiji, I wanted him to be mine completely.... I want to own his body and derive pleasure from his body, so matter how perverse or sadistic it may be.

I wanted to see his smooth flawless skin glow after I made love to him. The only marks that could mark his body were from my kisses which I love bestowing on him... Gripping his hips, I pushed myself into Aiji.

"Ahhhh!!!! itai!!!" He cried in pain when I successfully pushed myself deep into him.

Damn! It feels great! Aiji's so hot and tight!

I pulled myself out slowly, and pushed in again, harder this time. I could feel his tender insides tearing, but I didn't care. I knew that the pain would soon be replaced by unspeakable pleasure that Aiji wanted desperately.

"....."

I could hear soft crying from him as I continued to push myself in and out of his writhing body. I used one of my hands to cup his chin and turn his face to the side. I leant down to capture his lips in a passionate kiss.

We parted from the kiss when I felt that it was time for us to catch our breaths. I reached for his erection and started stroking it again.

Aiji gasped before crying out in ecstasy from the double assaults. His raptured cries sounded so sweet to my ears. Aroused even further, I pushed myself deeper into him each time I pulled out and rammed back in.

Finally, I could feel myself coming in Aiji's tight cavern.... I shuddered as I climaxed inside his body. At the same time, Aiji also climaxed and released his seeds.

I withdrew from Aiji and let his exhausted form lie down on the bed.

Once my breath went back to almost normal again, I cocked my head to stare at Aiji's sleeping form. In deep slumber, he seemed so peaceful and somehow sweet...

With a chuckle in my mind, I wondered curiously to myself... what would your loving brother, Kirito, think after I soiled you, Aiji?

If you found out what had happened, what would you think and do about this, Kirito?

Wasn't it what you had always wanted, but you were too afraid to admit that you were having these perverse thoughts with your own brother?

I wondered if you were here, would you had done what I did, or would you had played Saint....?

To be continued....

Part 4