we met online, through extremely strange circumstances too lengthy to get into, but the strange should be emphasized. i can still remember the first time i ever heard her voice: soft, unsure, shy, like a schoolgirl. she oozed of the proverbial cuteness & it made me feel all warm & fuzzy. me being a pervert, i immediately wanted to nail her.
as i've gotten to know her, she never ceases to surprise me. that unsure soft voice is deceiving - she's really packing a lot of dynamite in that little body of hers. she's drank me under the table, outwit me more times than i can count, & proved exactly how tough she really can be. i've learned to never, ever underestimate little shy girls, or your girlfriend after a fifth of vodka.
life on a daily basis never fails to bring it's ups N downs, but we still love each other just as much as ever, & do the best we can to take care of one another. i guess in life that's what we all look for.... someone to love, that loves us back, someone that will "be there" always, someone that can understand (or at least attempt to) the big mess of humanity that is ourselves, & helps us get through each & every day.
i'd like to thank Amanda, right here, for being that person. i love you, thank you for everything you do, thank you for always doing your best, thank you for always being so thoughtful, & thank you, for loving me.
