16 December, 2004 @ 7:10 a.m.
Hello, maties! Guess where I've been? America, America! And now I'm jet lagged. Wonderfully brilliant, I must say.
Anyway, it was fun. I got the heck out of this place for a bit, and though it wasn't as if Epeira and I did anything truly exciting, I was still in a different country, with a great friend, not just sitting here in my room on my computer. I even worked on some fanlistings while I was there! Can't tear me away for good! lol But E and I helped each other- she actually scanned a Killers pic from her new magazine for me to use for my "Change Your Mind" fl (which her mom loves. I should add just her name to it.) Speaking of fanlistings, we're totally going to have to add space to the ii domain. We've used just a little more than half, but E and I still have fls to move from our old domains and all 3 of us have fls yet to be approved. I feel bad, E is all "Oh you guys don't have to pay me anything" but, hello! We're totally sharing her domain and using up the space. I'm sending her a damn check... dammit.
Nav was totally worried I bolted to the US of A because of him. Nah, at least it wasn't only him. Oh, Nav, please. You know I'd let you know if you were driving me up the bloody wall.
I think I'm, as they say in America, "All good" now. It's all good.
feeling: all good
wanting: to go to America... oh wait, i was just there.
listening: finch- what it is to burn (merci beaucoup, epeira!)
19 November, 2004 @ 12:32 p.m.
Sitting here with my girls. They were literally fighting for my lap until Coola won, because she's bigger. So now I have one fat cat making my leg numb. Arcacia's sitting in the sun coming through my sky window. Lucky witch.
I really want to get out of here for a while. I just really need to see some other people other than my brothers and every other guy in my life. I need some female bonding time or something. Not that they're bugging me or anything (not any more than usually, anyways,) but I just need this. So I talked to Epeira today and she's gonna see. Their Thanksgiving is next week and she says that it's not like they do some MAJOR celebrating and friends are always welcome! Oh PLEASE let me be able to go! I have to get out of here!!!
feeling: cRaZy!!!
wanting: to go to the U.S. or A.
listening: the killers- hot fuss (must... listen... ::drool::)
2 November, 2004 @ 9:21 a.m.
Just applied for Brandon Flowers physical fanlisting. You know, I could have thought I already applied, not necessarily for Brandon, but for someone on that site and I never got a response. So I have no idea, I just hope I get this one. Oh... That's right! I just remembered what I applied for. I submitted my Julian's Voice fl. OK, it hasn't been added yet, and if it hasn't on the next update I guess I'll have to submitt it again. Man, the work!
Sorry, I was rambling up there. Halloween was Sunday. For anyone who doesn't know, Aussies are not big on Halloween, but I've been out treating before, so I know what it's like and all. But we usually have a costume party or something. Nick had one this year. It was fun, something to do anyway. Nick, Nav, Fab and I were Robin Hood, his Merry Men and Maid Marian. Nav was Robin, Nick was Little John (since he's the tallest), Fab was Will Scarlett and I was Marian (duh) but I was not in a dress. Should have known, right? It was like a skirt with tights underneath, boots, shirt and a bodice. My hair's getting longer so I curled it.
It was fun. Back to normality, though. Oh, and uh, Nav and I are kinda...
Dating.
feeling: way weird
eating: butterfinger... hey, i don't care what time it is ;-p
listening: the killers- hot fuss (addicted...)
10 October, 2004 @ 7:26 a.m.
I know- I've been REALLY bloody slacking with my site. Can't help it. Laziness. I'm currently updating all of my fanlistings, finally. I do that once a month, but I was a week late this time. So I told myself I better do them before the pack hunts me down and emails me saying I've been put to the Troubles List. Blah blah blah. Yada yada yada. And all that good stuff.
Oh, new infatuation- Brandon Flowers of The Killers. He's my new "Julian". Mmm... Nick just might have to go so I can put him up on my site. But I may wait a while. I'm going to make a new layout for my Strokes Videos fanlisting (speaking of Jules) now since they came out with a new vid for "The End Has No End."
He's still really hot.
No! No! Bad! Brandon!!! YUM!
feeling: crabby
wanting: a man- preferably NW or BF
listening: the killers- hot fuss (oh yes)
26 August, 2004 @ 5:00 a.m.
Eh, I haven't got up this early in a long time. I also haven't been on here in a long time, I know. Not that I've been up to much, it just sort of feels like I have... can't explain. I'll shut up.
Navi, Fabulous and the Nickster are actually here, at my house. Yeah they slept over because I begged them- I've been so bored and lonely! I talked to E a couple days ago, but she's been having a tough couple of weeks. I've been trying to cheer her up and get her back to her old self. She's getting there- I may go visit her. I really think I need to get out of Oz for a bit. Course this means I would be putting the lives of Arcacia and Coola in my brother's hands... Hmm. Me thinks I should plan this out a bit.
Changed my layout... is Nick not bloody GORGEOUS!? I almost screamed when I saw his long hair, but then I remembered I had 3 blokes in my room who wouldn't be very happy to be woken by me screaming over a HOT guy. Pwah! I should do it anyway!
feeling: tired... and awake!!!
wanting: excitement in my life... or nick wheeler.
listening: the fab 3 sleep... thank god they don't snore.
2 July, 2004 @ 10:42 a.m.
Oye, mates. I was wigged out last time I blogged, eh? I do hope I didn't offend anyone; I do respect peoples' decisions. I just don't understand the reasoning behind it all...
But enough of that. I'm all good now. I updated all of my fanlistings yesterday (course I bloody already have 14 applications in my box today). Hm, not much else, actually. Saw PoA again... and again... and again. Heh heh. With different people, mind you. First with my 3 mates there, then with my younger brother, then with my sister-in-law (we were having a girls night out since my brother is away at the moment). Epeira's seen it 3 times as well... and we want to see it again! Oh, but she told me the DVD is coming out on November 23 or something like that over there in America, so I can't remember if we're ususally the same or not. Probably not. If it's much later than their's, I'm asking her to buy it and send it to me. I'm not waiting!
Ah well. I suppose that is all to be said at this time. Fun, eh? Almost August! Well, after July, but still- we're closer than we have been!
feeling: lazy... and I just got up!
wanting: too many things right now to name all
playing: loz: windwaker (i've missed this!)
18 June, 2004 @ 12:00 p.m.
OK, can someone explain something to me? This is driving me insane and I just need SOMEONE to explain why, WHY the Christian church EVER had to say that Harry Potter was bad.
First of all, HOW can they say this? Have they read it? More importantly, I love how they single out Harry Potter when there have been so many other wizards before him (can we say GANDALF!?). And Merlin as well! And they speak freaking chants that you have no idea what they could be saying and here is Harry who actually speaks latin! Hello!? MASS USED TO BE SPOKEN IN LATIN!
Then there are the very Christian followers who believe this. Have they even read it? They will notice that there is nothing that Harry Potter has that Star Wars or Lord of the Rings does not have. Voldemort, yeah he's evil, but so is Saruman or Darth Vader! He never calls upon the devil! He NEVER uses a pentagon!!!!
I don't know. I just... don't know what to say but it's finally getting to me. It's like was the Christian church jealous in thinking that kids were more interested in HP than Jesus and God?!
Now, before you people go saying "Oh my, she must not be Christian or she's not very holy" or anything like that, I AM Christian and VERY holy. When my mother passed away, I became even closer to God and his work. I just don't think that this is what he would want: the church deciding things like what people should enjoy reading or who they should marry (gays... because I have gay friends). If I thought that HP was the work of the devil, I definitely would not read it. But this is the work of a woman, who was poor, and who wanted to write a story for her daughter and others to enjoy. And she did a wonderful job.
So I just want to know why they singled Harry out. I want to know why they didn't include every other magician and wizard in literature. I really do. So someone tell me why.
And the movie was awesome.
feeling: a little aggravated, but trying NOT to be ^.^*
wanting: this world to just GET ALONG!
listening: not sure yet, i want something happy!!! (hmm, maybe aar)
9 June, 2004 @ 5:36 a.m.
Can't sleep, as usual. Hmm, it couldn't have anything to do with "Prisoner of Azkaban" FINALLY coming out tomorrow, could it? Nah. Why would that bother me?
ARE YOU KIDDING!? Of COURSE that's what's on my mind!!! E got to see it 5 days ago and she said it's so so so so good! ::jealous:: Wish I lived in America, they practically always get things before us. Ooooo!!!! But I still can't wait! Navi, Fabulous and the Nickster are coming, of course. They're ones who don't really like to admitt their fondness for Mr. Harry Potter, but they like him. They've read my books, seen the movies, commented on the characters (Nav likes Hermione but I told him it's illegal!).
Oh, well. Not much else. I have to go update my freaking fanlistings now! Got like 40 something apps, I think? Hey, may not be alot for you people who have PHP, but I don't, so this is major, OK???
feeling: slightly tired, but wired over Harry!
wanting: it to be tomorrow!!!!!!!!!!!
listening: the starting line - say it like you mean it (very softly ^.^*)
22 May, 2004 @ 11:21 a.m.
........
I don't know how to say this.
Why don't I just write out the conversation Epeira and I just had.
Me: Hi! How are you?!
E: Not bad; yourself?
Me: Fine. Nothing new, I can tell you that.
E: Yeah, same here. BORING! You so need to come and visit. Are you going to come to Warped?
Me: Really want to. I'm planning on it but give me until June, OK?
E: No problem. So what are you doing now?
Me: Just finished updating my FLs. Finally! There was alot.
E: Oh, I know, I have to do that myself.
Me: It's weird. There were more apps for Jules's voice than his hair. Like, hello! His hair is hot! (laughs)
E: Yeah it is.... but um, I have some really bad news.
Me: Huh? What's wrong?
E: (gives off this moan of agony) I've been waiting to tell you all day because I didn't just want to send you an email, but I didn't want to call you this morning when I found out because I didn't want you going to bed thinking about it.
Me: OK, I'm scared. What is it?
E: ... Julian's getting married.
Me: (speachless for a moment) No.
E: Yeah.
Me: (in total shock) How... to who?!
E: Their assistant manager who apparently was in their "Someday" video and they've only actually been dating for a month and he said "Fuck it, let's get married".
Me: Oh my God!
E: I know. Read it in the paper this morning. Thank God I wasn't eating anything, I might've spit it out. He announced it at that Central Park concert. I called my cousin and told her and she was like "Thank God we didn't go then" and I said "Yeah, no kidding. It would've ruined the whole day".
Me: Nooooo! This so sucks! I mean I know I had like NO chance with the man ever, but that doesn't give him permission to just go and get married!
E: I know and with no warning, that's the worst part. If they had been dating for a while longer and we all knew about it, it would have at least softened the blow. But this was like BAM!
Me: I know! I... my God, I don't even know what to say!
E: Guess he won't be the only man seeing you in a dress, huh?
Me: Fuuuuuuuuuuuuuuck!!!!!!!!
Yeah, so this is what I get to moan about all day. I mean I agree with Epeira about telling me now than when I'm going to sleep, but it doesn't make it better. Like I said, it's not like I had a chance in hell with him, but it's nice to fantasize (and i still will because he is so incredibly hot and i still love the man). But when they're married, it's not as much fun! When I was in love with David Wenham, it all went down hill when he had a kid, y'know?
Guess I'll just have to find some one new. Plenty of fish in the sea, right?
Oh, bloody hell.
feeling: slightly depressed
wanting: this to all be a dream and i'm actually still slepping in bed and jules is not engaged
listening: feable weiner - dear hot chick, because i need to smile
12 May, 2004 @ 9:16 a.m.
Ugh.
That's right; UGH! We got some of the pictures from the wedding back yesterday. The wedding itself was very nice, I must say. I mean I actually got to see my grandparents from Japan and my grandmother from America. That's rare. And I finally have a sister (in-law) which is cool. And my brother is FINALLY out of the house which can't get any better than that!!!! Well, except for maybe my 2 other brothers leaving...
But I had to wear my dress... and Nav, Fab and Nick saw me in it... and do you know what they said to me??? THEY LIKED IT! Ew! What were they; on crack or something!?!?! And they weren't lying, because when Nav lies, he gets either this real nervous look or this little smirk (depending on what he's trying to lie about) which always gives it away, and he didn't have that. They were totally serious about me looking good in this.... girlie thing.
Well screw you guys. I hope you know I'm never wearing one again! It was awful: pantyhose, the feel of being naked even though it was a long gown. No nonononononono, never ever again. I'm way too uncomfortable...
Unless, like I said, Julian wants to see me in one... but then again, I would never do anything for a guy just because he wants me too.
But it IS Julian Casablancas!
Oh well. Got up my Jules Physical Fanlistings (which you may view in the collective. Link is to the right). Epeira got hers as well as her other two: Nick's lips and Andrew's hair. She applied for Nate Barcolaw's Physical aspect because he is her "husband". Now I just need to think of three more (we both want 5), but I'm not too sure who I want yet.
Decicions, decisions.
feeling: hungry... guess i should go get something then, eh?
wanting: to burn the wedding pics of me
listening: senses fail - from the depths of dreams
5 May, 2004 @ 6:49 a.m.
Ehhhh!!!!! I swear I get up earlier and earlier every flippin' day!
But that's besides the point. Just found out, we are not allowed to own "all aspects of one person" at the Physical Fanlistings Network. Which, (sigh) I suppose is only fair, but E and I were so hoping to just own Jules. He is just too damn beautiful to only chose a couple aspects!!!
Epeira was approved for the Physical aspect of him but I guess the girl running it didn't approve for the others ones considering she probably didn't know what we would have really wanted. So here's what I'm going to apply for and here's what I'm hoping we will get:
Julian- physical (got), voice, style and hair. It's the things we decided we love the most about him...... so hard... to chose....
Then E wanted Nick Wheeler's lips and Andrew McMahon's hair. I'm not sure who else I want yet, but we want at least 10 physical fanlistings in total (5 each) so that we can still use the layout E made. Flubber. This sux. I guess. I don't know.
Well I better apply for those now!
feeling: unsure
wanting: julian fanlistings!
listening: feable weiner - dear hot chick (very quietly not to wake anyone else up who are STILL SLEEPING!)