True happiness ceased to exist in my soul. Feeding off pure hatred for every living creature. I'm just a monster myself, just like everyone else. We all are monsters, creating our own Hells. Don't you see it? We were so blind to see that life is not a fairytale and there is no such thing as happiness and true love. Yet we failed to notice and we believed such lies. How could we be so foolish? Yet some of us are fooled to believe we have found true love. As for me, I love my solitude. I cannot afford to be a burden for others. I've already been consumed by the flames of my own prison. Can you still save me now? I've fought against you and your beliefs. I cursed your words and now I curse your silence. If I beg you not to leave, will you plead with me to stay? I don't want to die alone. Don't let me die alone.
Tonight-I do not wish to be graced with the presence of a Guardian Angel. Not tonight. Please save your sorrow for another night. Save Death for Time and Old Age, not for Sorrow. I still need you. Don't leave me, please
