Standing in the snow. The gray sky has the moment. As a tear falls from my eyes, I knew life would never be the same... I wish someone was out there, holding me tight in the cold while the snow falls from heaven. I wish for too many silly things that will never come my way... I just wish I knew why i'm different from everyone else. But that doesn't matter anymore. I don't matter anymore. I'm just broken and slowly fading away. As the snow keeps coming, I keep twirling, pretending i'm a little girl again, when I knew nothing about love and how it hurts so much. But as all this sadness runs threw my mind... i'm smiling on the outside, meaning it.