She wakes up every day to the black in her life. He wakes up to the silver in his life. She goes to school for no reason anymore. He goes to school for every reason in the world. She goes to her classes alone, eats lunch by herself, and walks home with no one. He goes to classes with everyone, eats lunch with all his friends, but walks home with no one... Her head is always down and never looking the right way. She hides all her fears, because she's trying to find strenght. His head is always looking the right way, because he has faith. But he hides his fears and tries to find a way for everyone to be happy. She goes home to her ~paradise~, where no one can make her cry, sad. Where no one loves her.... He goes home to his ~paradise~, where all the memories come back to him, to hunt him in the darkest ways. But where someone loves him.... She sits and stares at the walls that surround her. They talk back to her telling her only lies. He sits and plans for a way to do his best in life. All she wants and all she needs is the reason to survive. He tells her that the walls only want to take the best of her. She looks deep into his eyes, crying. He asks, "why are you crying, my friend?" She raises her head, telling him, "because when I close my eyes, I see Hell. Everything that has happened to me in the past, I see. Flashbacks if you want to call them that, but that's what I see... and I'm scared. I have no one to hold me saying it will all work out... There is no reason anymore. I look into the night sky saying this is my Hell, my paradise." He looks at her in a sad way. He feels bad, because he knows what her past has been like. He knows that she has no one. He tells her, "don't cry my friend. There is someone out there wanting to hold you. And there is a reason, life itself. Don't you give up, because even though we had our bad days, I'll always be here... You may think we're two different people, but really, we're not. We're very much alike. And another thing my friend, we're both in ~paradise~, so you're not alone in this." She gets up, walking away thinking on what he said. He gets up and walks with her. Together, they're in ~paradise~.
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