I hide my emotions inside, because I don't want you to know how I see you. You hurt me so badly, I don't even know why I still like you, more than a friend.. Strange how love goes. I see in your eyes what you want. I know you still and always will long for her, but she has no clue what she puts you threw. Strange that you'll always love her, sad that you never really loved me. You got inside my mind and played games with me. Every time I see you, I want you even more. Strange that you came out and now don't do anything about it. Surprisingly you still stare at me- makes me wonder, alot. You think of ways to pull it off, as I watch and see if you can. You've always made fun of me for how I did things. "You're just so strange, but in a beautiful way." as you once said to me. I'm just a beautiful psycho, stuck in a moment without you. I wish we could go back in time. Back to the day I first met you. I came up to you, giving you a flower and a hug saying something like, "Welcome to my neighborhood. Hope you stay long!". I remember those days, when I was 5 and you 7.. it was great, how cute we were back then. Strange how our memories had faded away, but happy that you're hear with me. Happy that I know you'll always be here, for me. Looking out for me when I talk stupid. Strange that I now know you love me.
7/22/2003
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