Please stop your crying. I'm crying too. I don't know where to begin. All I must say is that I love you. I will always be there when you think life sucks. You think you're a horrible person. I think differently. I love you for who you are. But why do you want to die? To kill yourself? Many care about you. But you may not see that...yet. I'll fight off the deamons in the dark night. I'll save you when you're in fright. I'll take you in from this world called Hell. You say you hate the world. I don't blame you, because I do too. But someone told me off that I don't. And that I should live every second. So what if we're different? So what if we're called freaks? It'd be more boring if we were all the same. At least we're not like them, thinking life and themself is perfect. Lets run away from this place. Lets get away from it all. Let the others say what they want, they can't stop us at all. I'll save you. I'll get you away and care for you. You want out of life. I want out too, but if only you come with me. When I try to reach out, it's like you try to run faster, not wanting to see me. Not wanting any part of me in your life. Do you know how many times I scream to myself? Wanting you to like me? All thoses nights I cried myself to sleep? I cried last night because I knew no one would take me in if I ran, alone that is. But if you come with me, we'll be free. The both of us. Just you and me. But if I can't have you, then just be my friend. Just take my hand, and we're off to a far away land. Where no one can scream "FREAKS!" at us. Where everyone is equal. I'll save you from your dreams; take you away into mine. I'll look into those blue eyes of yours. And you'll look into my green ones. We'll watch the sun set; and not give a care in the world. It won't matter anymore, I'll save you from this place. Please, let me in your arms. I only have eyes to see you. I want you to know that I love you. I'll never let you go. You were made to be mine. In my dreams, I picture you holding me, on a beach. While I cry, you just look at me, wishing I wasn't sad. But what can I say? That's just a dream that won't come true. I've tried so hard and I'm still here, waiting for you to let me into your life. To save you. To love you. To guide you. But I'm drifting away. The deamons got me. They knew I was weaker than you. They said you got stronger. A sad laughter came to me. I set you free. Tears come to me. But why be sad when this is what you wanted in the first place? I never thought that it could be so hard to lose something that I never really had. All I wanted was you. God made you for a reason, and that was for me to love you, to save you. But I'll never have you. Maybe the one you love doesn't. It's because I do. I don't want you to hurt yourself... Why can't you see that I love and need you. I saved you, now you save me. Then we'll be even and happy, that we found each other.
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