It's raining. Windy out also. You're in your back yard, on the deck. Open up your arms. Now the wind's blowing in your face hard. All those lies. The painful memories are running threw your mind. You know what to do next. The world is dark now. Gray days is all we get. The rain keeps coming. Pouring on top of your head. Your arms are still open. You want to fly. So far away from here. You hate it here. You just wanted a friend who cares. But you'll never get one if... Writing the will now. No one is home at your house. No one can tell you yes or no. And if they were home, they still wouldn't. You are a ghost! But you stop writing. Now asking yourself, why write a will if no one knows you? You're crying now. You really don't know what to do. You just want to die, that's all. Next you hear the phone ringing. You run, caring less who it is. All you wanted was some one to talk to. You say hello. They don't answer. You say it again. They still don't answer. But then you hear him talk. He says "please don't. I'm watching you right now. I can see you. I know that you just want a friend who will talk and listen to you". You next ask who he was. No answer. You now beg him to say who he is. He says, "if you must know, i'm a friend, just a friend. I'll always be there for you. But if you do end your life after I say what I must say, then your just like the rest. But don't, because people do love you. You just don't see it yet. Your mind has took over your soul. Once you let your heart step in and take place in the mind, you'll be a much happier person. Believe me. I was once in your place... But we all go though depression". You start to tell him that your not and you just want to find a better place in life, or somewhere beyond it. You say that your life is gray and dull. But he tells you that it's a gift from God. You stop. Everything stops. You realize that he's right, it is a gift from God. You say you want to meet this friend. He says, "someday you will, but not right now. I must help others in need as i've helped you". You think to yourself, is he real? Just when he said goodbye, he says, "I am real. I am an angel from hell... We're not at all bad and evil, we just warn people when there mind has took over them. We want you to be happy and live your life, not take it away". He stops, waiting for you to say something. The words come right out of your mouth saying, "thank you, Angel from Hell. You have changed my image of life itself. You have set me free from my pain. I don't know how to thank you. But please let me do something for you". You wait for him to answer. He doesn't. He hung up and left you wondering....
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