I sat down tonight. It's been a week today... and I already miss you. Strange thing is I don't know why. And I shouldn't miss you, because you left me... but I still do. We've been together for so long it seemed real.. Guess that was a lie. I look out my window and saw your car leave that day, as it pulled out of my driveway. I still see my father yelling at you as you drove off, that crazy man he is. Goodbye forever my broken heart said. I remember our times, how grande they were. Only us would pull into a parking lot because we couldn't take a left turn and say "hi!" to random people while laughing so hard. Going to the beach at night and just holding hands, so beautiful, the beach and you... The times where you'd take me to the high lands. We'd get a blanket and lay it on the hood of your car and watch the stars. I'd fall asleep in your arms, and you'd carry me back to my house. As I look in my room now, it is empty. Only prom pictures are my momories of you. I tossed everything else in a box and threw it at you. I thought you ment everything you've said to me for the past months. I believed in everything you said, but I guess true love doesn't last that long. I'll always be lost without you. I may not show it to my closest friends or anyone really, but I miss you. A broken heart continues to beat, I hope you're happy now.
((dedicated to Steph B... I know it's been a hell of a confusing road for you, but things will get better. I love you, with all my heart. And I'll ALWAYS will be there for you, always.))
