I live for today forward and not by yesterday. Although I am still conquering past problems, I shall not dwell on them. Does me no good.
Everyday that goes by gets a little better even though at times I wanna give up and cry..... It is because of my friends and the music that I am able to thrive. My appreciation to that may seem pety to others. But coming from my past experiences Ive learned to just pay attention to the positive things in life no matter how little they may be. My friends mean a lot. I can count on many and I hope they feel they can count on me.
Im honest and opinionated. I will not bulllshit to keep from hurting you. What kind of friend would I be to lie and mislead you? At times I may seem like a dick but over time you will see. I mean nothing by my blunt honesty.... I tell it like it is, even though others may not want to hear. Im here to help you in all that I can.
I live to help others and yet try to help myself. People worry about me at times, but I wanna reassure everyone. I can handle these battles Im facing in my life. Ive been through worse and I can take on a lot. My life is not over its only just begun. Pretty soon Ill be back where I should be right there on top!
As long as I have something to do. It help to keep me from focusing on the bad things in life. People at times wonder why I go out so much. My reasoning for that is going out allows me to release myself. When I am dancing and listening to Drum and Bass it helps me forget all the problems I face. The pain that I feel every minute of the day, is no longer a problem inside of my brain. I allow the beat to control me and the music to take me away.
Big Ups to All my Friends! You all know who you are! The music, the people around it, the people who produce it, play it, listen to it, organize events that bring it. It is for all of you that I am able to sit here each day and thrive for the next.
