I have been trying to get her back now for about six months. It has been one heart breaking week after another. I dont know I feel so helpless at the whole situation but I owe it to her to know that she is loved and wanted. To grow up in the best possible enviroment that I can give her. I will not lose hope and I will do all in my will.
Although all odds are against me I will not give up. For these accusatioons and lies will all be put aside as the truth to this matter will be brought to focus and prevail.
It pains me to know that each day shes with me, its only a moment and I will have to see her leave.
And as she leaves each day, I have to see that look on her eyes. The look of pain, confusion and sadness. I cannot take it all. I stand here alone, no shoulder to cry onto, no cromfort to be there, for apart of me is missing. I dont think life can get anymore bare.
Trying all in my will each moment everyday that she is gone from me to keep it together and not melt away. My child is missing me and I am missing her. I could hardly imagine all the pain she is feeling. It kills me inside to know that this is all happening because of ones deciet and lies. How selfish can one be? And what can't they see, the long run this situation will have on my childs future and mentality.