Decisions

Why is it that every time I make a decision, somehow
end up stumbling back to where I had in my mind that I would not repeat.
Trying not to go back into the thoughts of the past, the hurts that came along over the years that caused
so much pain.
Do not want to let go of all the good memories, those
are there for me to keep for the strenght to carry
on somehow.
How do you let go of all the hopes and dreams that
you still have, knowing in my heart that most of it will not become reality.
We, are told by history that we must let go of the things we know that we can never get back and to
let it go.
I have done this over a many of time in my own
way of trying to let go, but the good parts will
always remain.
I always say a little prayer to please help me
make it through another day and to wake up each
day to better things.
Some of it has been answered for me, but the one's that hurts the most still remain, so maybe a
little more time is all I need.
~Just Give Me Hope Is All I Ask~

Emotions(c)B.Arms-jan,2004