Should I follow my heart and say to you that I love you so much, but my red dress, may soon have a black one to match the veil. I feel like a widow never even been touched by you. All I have is the photo and promises you wrote to me, waiting patiently for you has became a distant dream. A dream that may never come true, I have lost you, even before I had you to hold in my arms. The torture of hurting is growing stronger, it may be time to let the hurt and you go, it is too much to bare. I do not want to lose what I never really had, but would like to have been able to say to you, I adore you my love and so glad you found me, but I can feel it in my soul that a love has died, even before it ever blossomed like petals on a rose.
Tattooed red rose for a reminder, when asked about it, I will just say, I wanted a rose that will never wilt and die to leave me alone !!
~ You are so far away, but closer in my mind ~
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