Who’s Ugly

(This entry is copywrited by usagi on 11-26-01 @ 3:05 EST)

Ugly the skin which i bare
people around me always stare
love something i don't believe is real
people don't see the true side they don't see how i feel
words twisted and sharp stabbing at my being
making me feel less of a person i don't understand what it is they are seeing.
momma tells me real beauty lies under your skin
so why do people make me feel like just being is a sin
yes i am a big woman
yes i am not so tight
but its these tears i shed for you people which isn't right
its the hard stares and the sick comments i have to fight
you think your so much prettier then me
when u aren't happy with yourself to just be
you buy high priced clothing
you make yourself up
you dress in revealing ways
you talk in unheard of slang
you are the easily led automatons who think your so unique
my skin is soft because i don't use garbage on my face like clique
my clothes say more and show more about my personality and originality
while yours was only bought to gain popularity
my body is covered up to leave more to the imagination
while yours leaves u open to comments and unwanted flirtation
so who should feel more ugly in other peoples eyes
me who has more confidence in my own self to not fake who i have portrayed
or you who basically pretend to be something your not so in the end your
memory wont fade?

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