Obession
(This entry is copywrited by usagi on 11-26-01 @ 2:22am EST)
fuck you
fuck you
snake slivering
crawling on your belly
that's what you are
didn't think it would hurt
ignoring, disregarding
disrespectful what you
are towards me
didn't think i could feel
conniving, lying, sinning
shameful
all that you have become
didn't think your words would sting
silence kills me
hurts me
tortures me
hurt
pain
shame
sorrow
no tear
no tears
no tears are falling
angry so angry
what have you done to me
turning, burning, churning
my stomach is
sleepless, tormented, haunting.
silent what my nights have become
thoughts, thoughts, thoughts
all turn to you
breathing has become about you
obsession is you
life is the need for you
tired of waiting for nothing by you
no release, no release, no release
freedom i need freedom
from all this pain
tired
need sleep
need you
sex with you
needing, wanting, dying
for you inside of me
haunting visions of you
fucking me
wanting me
longing for you
wanting you
Hate you
everything you are
hate what you have made me into
want you
hate you
hate you
OH GOD i think i love you
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