Love Yourself

(This entry was edited by usagi on 11-30-01 @ 4:35 am EST)

What is it about big woman that scare men off? I mean is it really that bad to be fat. So you got extra pounds, isn't that more to love, more to hold? I guess when your as big as me people pretend, they even lie to your face. Oh your so pretty! Your not fat! They actually think this makes a big woman like me feel better. When a person tells me I am fat its like pouring salt on an open wound. I know I am fat I do not need it pointed out to me. I was already insecure and now I feel worse because you pointed out to me, Thank You ever so much... Sometimes I wish this world was different Not so shallow Not so stuck up. This is our world and People are Shallow and Stuck up. Poor models feel they have to binge and purge to look good to get a cover. All the purging they do rots their teeth because stomach acids from inside their stomach are now in their mouth on a constant basis. They are begin told by photographers they are too fat they need to lose weight. These woman are like a size 2 and now they need to go to size 1 or 0. Does this make sense? Wake up my female friends. Why oh Why would you want to put yourself through all that pain all that self awareness. Just because they don't see what you thought at one point was. I am Pretty No matter what shape, size, or weight I am. I hurt because my body isn't good enough for someone. Someone I cared for extremely deeply. If GOD ment us to all be skinny, we would never be fat in the first place. We are all different, We are all special, We are all Beautiful in our own ways. Make sure NO ONE NO ONE! takes that feeling of secureness away from you. Love yourself no matter what others think. Then maybe then one persons opinion wouldn't mean so much. And the next time someone tells you Your Fat. You'll look at them and with a new found respect for who you are will say back. I know And I. Beautiful Too!

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