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| Dear God, I've never been a praying soul nor a strong believer When I speak to you, I'm never sure you're there But how I long to see your face and know the warmth I see in others I am a stubborn being Forgive me that and love me nonetheless I wonder at time if I'm lost or if everyone else was misled Selfishly I'll say, these are trying times for me Being so young yet so old While being sure and utterly confused If I dont extend my hand to you, Please grab my shoulder instead I need something concrete and I bed you to show it to me Make me sure I ask much of you I apologize but I ache for the truth and if you are it, help me find you |
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| With a turn of your head All my grey skies turn blue and the black drips out of my soul Each small kiss we share purifies me Absolves the sins in my past The present lies with me in your arms and the future stares back in your eyes My joy knows no expression but my fear knows no bounds To trust you with my heart drains all my energy but takes little effort You make it so easy to love again so easy to be vulnerable My guard dropped before I realized it and you've consumed me I feel fragile Like the wind could shatter me but confident that it wont More than anything, I feel blessed If there is such a thing Because I know if I break tomarrow you would pick up my pieces and help me find my way |
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| My eyes close and my mind wanders The room�s darkness envelops me I�m glad to be rid of the light It makes me examine my faults Look at each imperfection in detail And I have many I want to run and hide in the pit Shielded from probing eyes And my own probing thoughts And when I have the strength to do what must be done I will live again |
| The object of my desire walks on sturdy legs And speaks in velvet tongues He mesmerizes me Puts glitter in my eyes And I follow him blindly He sparkles when he smiles And I cannot look away from his dazzle I loose myself in his aura Allow myself to crumble under his gentle strength Infatuated with his entire being And intoxicated by his mere presence He moves me Excites me Tortures me in his absence And I love it |
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| I AM LUSTFUL I ache inside and out for forbidden pleasures What can I do? I don�t want this burden! But I see sex in every place And smell it on everyone I CAN�T CONTROLL IT Call it want, need or nymphomania I call it sad To have no control over your own drive I AM HELLBOUND Because I love it Because I crave it Because I cant get enough Yet� I AM ONLY HUMAN |
| I soak up every day Enjoy the present to its fullest Although I�m impatient for tomorrow I�d like to cherish my every breath But I�ll admit I may take them for granted Lucky to be living To feel the air cool my skin To see the sunset turn the sky to fire And to know the heaven in my veins of a girl in love I've known the simple pleasures Soft kisses Sugary strawberries And warm summer rain I�ve tried to love each one with the reverence it deserves But always fail to grasp how special it all really is This giant fish tank of people Cold Dysfunctional And beautiful |
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