My Poetry
I ony have time to add a few on here tonight. I'll try to expand this as time goes on. For now, I'll slap a few on here.
I am 150 lbs. of weightlessness
Carefully carefree
Tamed yet untameable
I submit when it suits me
Struggle when it doesn't
I am somebody and no one
Important and insignifigant
Quietly extroverted and shamefully proud
I am nothing and everything
By definition,
Undefinable.
we talk a lot
Tell each other personal things
Ask about things even more personal than the personal
�like siblings�� he says
and he�s right
but I cant help advancing
and he always plays along
an endless game of taboo subjects
�all a big joke to him
but I am seldom kidding
I never missed him when he left
He never really cared
I was just another pawn
We were just a pair
He never called me afterwards
His broken little toy
I soon forgot his cold embrace
He was just a boy
I never gave another thought
to the months we shared
The lies he lived and lines he spoke
were practiced and prepared.
A trickster toying with my heart
My heart molded of steel
I only hope there�ll be a day
We�ll learn to love and feel.
All the world came crashing down beside me
I could do nothing to stop it
It fell, weeping
Slamming into the blackness surrounding me
Imploding and devouring itself
I could not help it
And though I pitied it�
I realized how very much like me the world had become
Loveless and lifeless
dead
He doesn�t feel anything anymore
Hollowed by an existence never rough enough,
Never a challenge too challenging.
Never a heart in his chest to break.
Sometimes I think he never felt anything in the first place

Enamored by his charm and his grace,
I fell into a trap set for anyone who would come
I thought I was special to him, though I never cared
We were never special to each other

Through the empty kisses, touches and tastes of passion
I fought to find a meaning to it all
I wanted to tame him but I never had enough interest

And so we parted without tears, without anguish
And seemingly with out gain.
Four months of my life squandered but not wasted
I had what I always wanted from him
Nothing.
Dear God,
Please help the stupid,
The pitiful,
The weak.
Show them all your mercy
Let the morons never speak.
Keep their tounges inside their mouths,
Their thoughts inside their heads.
Or rather than you make them mute,
Please make them leave instead.
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