Every sadistic glare I thought excited me
But I don’t know anymore
The words and the glares just tear my insides out
And you may as well be hitting me for all it’s worth.
I thought I could help you
You reached out to me, you needed me
And you said you loved me
And you couldn’t live without me.
And despite everything that happens
I’m always going to love you
And I can’t live without you
I would die if I couldn’t have you anymore.
You make me feel so special and without realizing
You make me hate myself, loathe the way I look
And despise the way I can’t be like everybody else.
I went through hell to have you
And I’ll go through hell before I let you go
Yet being with you now is worse than death.
And if you asked you’d make an effort to make it better again.
I sit wrapped up in your arms as you admire her
Admire her that isn’t me,
The one who’s neck your kissing
And the one that was in your bed just 2 hours earlier.
