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Irony
It engulfs my mind
this fear I have
That you will lay at my feet
the collar from your neck...
Tossing all aside;
love, lust and pain
I concentrate daily
on this overwhelming emotion.
My mind a machine
Spewing forth lustful fantasies
Wanting your addiction
to become only me.
My dominance tested daily,
as I look into your eyes
Searching for a faulter
and finding only confidence.
Looking into your pleading face
Knowing your wish
The one that would bring my mind
to a quick resolve
Free from doubt and sure to see
that all your actions are of me
Trying to phase out all that clutters
My focus on this fear...prevailing
Tears sting as I fight this beast
This horrid animal leaching my soul
Tearing at its claws as I
attempt my getaway...I bleed..
Slowly burning this mighty tick
pulling his predatory body from my mind
I lay it before you
My body shaking...a new fear apparent
The fear that you may stay
tethered, willing and submitting...
To my every request,
My every need
As you kneel before me and declare
'It is as you wish, Mistress'
It is these words that have begun
to bring on my resolve...
Words lending me to the thought
That my every fear was a luxury unafforded
Forcing me to toss these familiar foes
to the wayside
Oh this male...that loves so unconditionally
That see no fault of mine
The touch that only he knows
how to place...
My eyes widen and mouth drops
as he proclaims his own fear...
The one that engulfs his mind
this fear he has
that I will lay at his feet...
the collar from his neck......
Written By: Lady Rebecca Ann
A member of the Mistress Domain