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Transgender
I hope that in the future people will begin to see that transgenderism is just a frontier on which some people are compelled by nature to explore. Sometimes the mental genetic traits we get cross the lines of gender. I will welcome the day when I can go to a nice restaurant not as a man or a woman, but as myself wearing whatever I feel best represents that self.
BDSM
I firmly believe that people are
hardwired to have certain activities be pleasurable. Average
heterosexual sexual activity is an example of this. Why do guys
love tits and ass? They are just round shapes on a person. The
reason lies in the multiple thousands of years of human evolution.
Large tits unknowingly supplied more nourishment to the offspring
of large tit loving males, thus increasing there number in the
population. BDSM works in the same way. Some time in the past
Males ( and females) who enjoyed being forceful in how they got
sex were more successful in getting sex and thus increased their
numbers. Obviously being forcefull doesn't work with most people
and for that reason only a small part of the population enjoy
being forceful when it comes to sex. Evolution changes the way we
look at sex drastically. I believe that as long as we understand
what we are doing and stay within the bounds of consensual sex
that we should be able to explore whatever fetish gives us
pleasure.
Why I do it
Its beautiful ... that’s the simplest explanation I have. I don't want to be a woman. I just like being beautiful in the same way women do.
Why this page is here
Its an advertisement. You can't just bring this stuff up in casual
conversation with people you meet. Its also here to help other cross
dressers along in their own self discovery. I'm really out to find
friends that I can be totally myself with.
Email and Chat
Some of the people on the Internet are quite odd. Some people think that I am part of their fantasy world. The write short emails that sound like the first line one might hear in a bedroom and they use it as a way of introducing themselves. And they don't say anything else !!! So let me say to all of you out there SEX ON THE INTERNET IS EMPTY. So use the Internet to find real people and don't use people you'll never meet for cheap thrills.
Going Out
Going out dressed up is always stressful. You don't know how people
will react. For that reason I rarely go out, but when I do its always
to somewhere that I know people will be expecting it. Some cross
dressers that I have met when going out have the opinion that people
should just get used to it. I'm ok with this opinion as long as they
realize that just because they have gone over the edge by the gender of
clothes they wear doesn't mean they can go over the edge for the type
of clothes appropriate for the occasion. We are all ambassadors to the
public and not being sensitive to the situation reflects badly on
everyone.
Fractals
The really wild backgrounds on two of my pictures are fractal images. They are of the Mandelbrot Set variety. They were produced by a program called "Iterations" that is probably available at most shareware sites. The image is entirely mathematically produced. I love fractals and have written several programs over the years to explore them. Basically a fractal is anything that is self-similar. A tree is fractal. If you break off a branch and stick it in the ground it kind of looks like a little tree. Clouds are also fractal. The little wisps are like the big ones. visitors since 1/18/98