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Went to see LOTR again, with Dad and Charlotte... it's still just as amazing... i cried in exactly the same places as last time - when Boromir dies, and when Sam follows Frodo... the slight, totally unobvious homoeroticism in those two scenes is also touching... wow.. i can't wait for the next two movies...
apparently, dad told charlottle about me (being gay) a week or so ago.. she hasn't said anything.. i wonder if she will? it'll be interesting...
Chantelle texted me back - yay... i do rather like her... just still not sure how to approach her, or how to handle this... after what Patch said - "she is very sexually ambiguous. no one who has come on to her has been successful but she throws herself at untouchables. she is very sexy with other girls. yum." i can't be untouchable.. i should just be myself.. i'm almost viewing this as a challenge.. can i do this - can i 'get' her... she is very sexy, very appealing... and a very likable, very attractive person, not just physically, and sexually... she's just a very yummy woman...
Had to put a pic of Legolas here - he is soooo cool. The way he uses his bow in the movie.. the way he moves - like a cat.. he's a very sexy, very cool elf - i can see why Brendan thought he was rather yummy! Arwen, of course, is very beautiful - her in that chase scene is just amazing, really wonderful... but i think in the end, Legolas is my favourite character... |
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well, i had another candlelit bath.. not so hot this time, which made it more bearable... i took the 4 candles and put them on the corners of the bath, then pulled the curtain across - a beautiful effect... i said my usual hail mary's, now in latin, since i learnt that:
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Ave Maria, Gratia Plena, Dominus Tecum.
Benedicta Tu Es In Mulieribus,
Et Benedictus Fructus Ventris Tui, Iesus.
Sancta Maria, Mater Dei,
Ora Pro Nobis Peccatoribus,
Nunc Et In Hora Mortis Nostrae, Amen. |
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it makes a good mantra - it's calming, soothing, and focuses the mind... I've started thinking about some sort of symbolism for the 4 candles - light green, red, dark green, and purple... red is love, and emotional interaction, and relationships in general. purple is life, passion, things in life i can be passionate about, or should be - like work, which i am, and uni, which i should be... dark green is things that bother me, or annoy me, which i need to learn to accept more... it stands for peacefulness, calmness and acceptance. and light green is me - because it's my favourite candle. me and how i'm feeling, mentally, emotionally and physically. it ties all the others together
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