PlZ, don't copy these poems...they are my own work and creative outlet to escape the cruelities of the world. Please enjoy and let me know what you think....
Save Me
Save me from the pain
That burns my eye lids
And stings my cheeks.
Save me from the pain
That stabs my chest
Making my heart cry.
Save me from the pain
Of scars left behind
From ruthless words.
Save me from the pain
Induced into my spine,
Creeping through me.
Pain staggering in my heart,
My mind and into my soul.
The pain that makes my teeth cringe
And my fists shake with rage.
Save me from the pain
That tears my love in two.
Save me from the pain of you.
Cry for Happiness
Your cry for happiness
Pierces my soul like a rusty blade
So much hate,
So much pain,
So much strife
Consuming your love.
Staining my conscience,
Dimming my hopes,
My heart weeps.
Frustrated and cold,
I can not find the words of ease.
Still breath lingers at my lips.
Words left taunting my tongue,
Desiring to heal your pain.
This House
This house so bare and empty
These walls so silent, so motionless
These rooms so bland and cold
This heart weak and torn
These eyes so wet, so full
These breaths so long and deep.
Could you not hear the cries of happiness fading?
Did you not hear the pain from my tears,
Cascading down my cheeks landing on the floor?
Pictures of happiness hang on the walls
Memories follow me around the house
And through my mind
Teasing, taunting, stabbing
At my heart and my soul.
I love you with great passion,
But you were too blinded
To see how much and how deep
Till it was too late.
So bare and empty the floors creak.
So silent, so motionless pictures hang still
So bland and cold my tears freeze.
So weak and torn my heart crumbles
So wet, so full drenched with frustration
So long and deep my breath fades.
Cry for Happiness
Your cry for happiness
Pierces my soul like a rusty blade
So much hate,
So much pain,
So much strife
Consuming your love.
Staining my conscience,
Dimming my hopes,
My heart weeps.
Frustrated and cold,
I can not find the words of ease.
Still breath lingers at my lips.
Words left taunting my tongue,
Desiring to heal your pain.
Alive
My fingers ran down your soft wet body
My eyes following the pattern of touch
Meeting your eyes, filled with pleasure
My body trembles and shakes with excitement.
Water showering onto us, glistening by candlelight
Wanting, yearning your plush lips pressed against,
Wandering about my delicate skin
Whispering words that caress my emotions.
Indulging in your touch,
In your thoughts and your emotions
Intense passion becomes interlocked
I've never felt so alive.
Alive 2
Fingers trembling tripping down your delicate skin
My eyes following the patter of touch
Mystic blue meeting a sea of green
Consumed by immense pleasure
And desire dancing in your lids.
My body throbbing and shaking with excitement,
Yearning your soft wet lips pressed against
And wandering about my silky skin.
Whispered word caressing the back of my neck
Engaging with emotions,
Indulging in touch
Intense passion becomes interlocked,
As my soul burns with life.
No Where
Sleep burns my eyes.
Dreams are lost,
No where to be found.
Doubt stings the innocent minds.
Destination unknown
Time ticks n� ticks
But doesn�t move forward.
Curiosity is shown.
Hearts skip a beat, or two
Butterflies elude my stomach
Without you here beside me
My senses become anew.
Feelings of loneliness
Overcome me in these times.
No where to escape,
No where of sweet bliss.
Nature
Approached by nature dreams at night
Mountains divided in two
Marvelous scenic sight
But the pain still lingers through.
Yearning, learning, burning
This heart can�t be tamed
Emotions scrambled and searching
For a love that has remained.
Indulged in sweet thoughts
Scorched by corrupt dreams
What is being sought?
What does it all mean?
Ocean of Love
If I fell into the ocean,
Would you save me
Or Let me Drown?
With the waves crashing
Over my head
Would u dive in?
Our love flows like the ocean
Our dreams rise up like waves
Diligently
If I stumble and fall
Will u pick me up
Or make me crawl?
REWORDED:
Ocean of Love
Love flowing like an ocean
Dreams crashing into the sea
Hearts beating as one
Prayers spoken diligently.
If I fell into this ocean
Would you save me?
Or let me drown?
With the waves
Engulfing my body
Would you dive right in?
Or wait until I rest ashore?
Ship lost at sea
Months and months go by
Why does this happen to me?
Be free and let me fly.
Too Fast
Did I close my eyes too fast?
Did I let go too soon?
These feelings of the past
Still invade my dreams.
My regrets brought alive,
My thoughts consumed,
Love in a new disguise
Of daydreams and fantasies.
Forbidden Perfect Love
Forbidden secrets linger in the cold, night air.
Perfect touch, perfect motion, perfect reflection.
Love taunting my lips, caressing my heart.
Hidden meanings, hidden feelings.
Trapped in a whirlpool of confusion
My heart tears at the seams.
Lost in the mainstreams of thoughts
I can not fight the currents.
Free Skies
Feeling the true meaning of Freedom.
Streaks of pink and orange
Dance between the feathery clouds
Blue with a silver outline.
The sight of true beauty
Created by God�s hands
Leaves me breathless.
Knowing that man
Could never destroy the sky.
In the sky my heart resides�
Above all things,
Pure in it�s essence.
Out
Out of sight,
Out of control,
No grasp
I can�t get a hold.
Stumbling,
Tumbling,
Sinking,
Into a world so cold.
Tired eyes,
Tired heart,
Sleep can�t be found,
Emotions torn apart.
Yearning,
Burning,
Dying,
Depression ready to start.
Sight,
Touch,
Now revived,
Saved by a love of such.
Lingering,
Clinging,
Giving,
Strength to carry on.
Victory
I�ve been in times like these,
Trapped with no where to run.
When the cold sting of pain
Is induced into my flesh
I can�t help but cry.
The tears burn my eyes,
As they fall to the floor.
Out of all the things
I wanted to show you
Love was rated number one.
You have never been loved
The way that I could have loved you.
You�ll never be held
With arms that would cradle you
All night till early dawn.
All this time we have talked
Never once did I doubt you.
Then I got messages from others
And then the doubt rushed in.
In the truth lies pain
And in the pain lies you and I.
I can�t turn back the hands of time,
But I can adjust the future.
What was, will always be
And now is no longer.
Take this tear I shed
Look into it and find me.
My reflection is there,
Stained with hurt
And accused by love.
Tried and triumphed
I have won,
The victory is now mine.
Love is on my side.
Cold Frustration
Cold frustration
Freezing my feelings.
A simple temptation,
Causing the killing.
The mind, body, and soul
Are now exterminated.
Desire swallows me whole.
As I become hated.
Drunken with tears,
Sober with life,
Drowning in fears,
No longer blithe.
Hate poisons my blood,
Killing me inside, out.
Love use to flow like a flood,
Faith now like a drought.
Within Your Eyes
Within your eyes I saw
A burning passion
Fueled by tainted love.
I saw flames of happiness
Dancing wild with such passion
Causing a thousand smiles.
I saw love
Stand and hold your hand
Forever till the end of time,
But best of all, I saw
A reflection of me
And knew I was in your heart.
Time, Tears, and Prayers
Time to think
Time to wait
Time to kill impatience.
Tears of sorrow
Tears of tomorrow
Tears to relieve the pain
Prayers for answers
Prayers for strength
Prayers to help soothe my soul.
Time, tears, and prayers
Carried me through two months
Of curiosity and anticipation.
Two months of torture and struggle,
Struggle to overcome the trials of life.
The decision was hard.
The decision was yours
And you made it for me.
For my happiness
And for the room to grow.
Thank you for making that decision,
The decision that made me happy,
Made me eager and hungry for life.
Thank you for being there
And for supporting me
Even though it was hard.
Thank you for your love.
I love you for being you.
Too Fast
Did I close my eyes too fast?
Did I let go too soon?
These feelings of the past
Still invade my dreams.
My regrets brought alive,
My thoughts consumed,
Love in a new disguise
Of daydreams and fantasies.
Feelings
You untie the ribbon of pain
With your sweet words.
The pain no longer burdens my soul.
I tell you that my heart is tame,
But in all reality it�s unleashed.
You�re afraid to be trusted
Yet more afraid to trust.
Sometimes I catch you falling
While your life book opens
And your story unwinds.
Never once did you imaging feelings,
Feelings between you and I.
Feelings that make it hard
Too hard to say goodbye.
Cover Me
You covered me with your love,
While your mercy fell upon me.
I drown in sweet dreams
Waking to your wonderful presence.
Your warm embracing arms hold me,
Keeping me safe from harm.
Close to your heart becoming one,
Never drifting apart.
Never once did you let me down,
Never letting me know pain and sorrow.
The lasting sweet of your touch still lingering,
Keeping me in suspense till the end of time.
Tearing me Apart
My hopes vanish like a breath,
All around me is the darkness of death.
My dreams and wishes turn to fears
As I am fed with the bread of tears.
My soul refuses to be eased
As my heart is seized.
My flesh may fail,
But my heart�s love will prevail.
Like rusty nails to the heart,
This pain is tearing me apart.
More Than Words
I love you more than words can say,
But do you feel the same way?
Hopes and dreams of you and I
Cross my mind night and day.
There�s a risk I�m willing to take
And I know my hearts at stake.
I�ve never felt this strongly before
And your love I�ll never forsake.
I don�t know why I feel the way I do,
There�s something special about you.
You just don�t understand,
How much that I love you!
Reality
Not having to wonder why,
The dreams I dream at night
Are just like lullabies.
All my fantasies come true.
Sleeping the night away,
I surrender my love to you.
Rising with the sun,
I must awake the wonderful dreams.
Thinking of what can be done,
But when I wake, reality is back.
There is nothing I can do
And that is that.
Hey Lover
Hey Lover, look my way.
Leave a tender kiss on my lips.
Whisper I love you in my ear.
Walk towards me slowly.
Tell me I am all you ever wanted
And all you have dreamed of.
Hey Lover, be patient with me.
Give me all your trust,
Trust me with all your heart.
Be kind unto me and show me mercy.
Sprinkle me with favor
And delight me with understanding.
Take time to fill all my needs.
Tell me all your darkest secrets.
Be my best friend, the one I never had.
Take my hand and show me affection.
Shower me with your undying love.
Hey Lover, teach me the meaning of love.
Hidden Love
All this time I�ve searching for love so true.
I would close my eyes and let you pass me by
Never knowing that the one loving me was you.
The one I needed, the one I loved.
Misunderstood, I waited too long.
Now I face the truth,
But you have already moved on.
Leaving me scarred by hidden love.
I let you go as a friend,
I let true love pass me by.
Even though you�ll be there till the end,
I gave up my only chance.
I�d lay my life on the line for you.
I promised I�d never give up,
But I lied to you and me both.
Now I am scarred by hidden love.
Visualize
Close your eyes
And visualize:
Broken hearts,
Missing parts,
Souls being torn,
A dreadful mourn,
Love mistaken,
Words forsaken,
The possibilities endless
For a world defenseless
Ruined
You don�t know what to be
Or even who you are.
You�re living a life of mystery,
You�re living in the dark.
Confusion sets into your heart,
Because you�ve taken the wrong road.
The despite now starts
Everyday as you carry your heavy load.
Looking back at all your fond memories
You wish you could go back in time,
But now you�re living in daydreams and fantasies
And reality is hard to find.
You desire just one more try,
But you drown in your own pity and sorrow.
As your hope seeps while you cry
You realize nothing keeps you going for tomorrow.
Lost in Confusion
Lost in confusion,
Whirl wind of hate.
Time no longer on my side
While I mess with the wonders of fate.
Words taken from my lips,
Falling short of breath.
Thoughts stolen from my mind
Leaving me alone with darkness.
My fingers ran down your soft wet body
My eyes following the pattern of touch
Meeting your eyes, filled with pleasure
My body trembles and shakes with excitement.
Water showering onto us, glistening by candlelight
Wanting, yearning your plush lips pressed against,
Wandering about my delicate skin
Whispering words that caress my emotions.
In your thoughts and your emotions
Intense passion becomes interlocked
I've never felt so alive.
Alive 2
Fingers trembling tripping down your delicate skin
My eyes following the patter of touch
Mystic blue meeting a sea of green
Consumed by immense pleasure
And desire dancing in your lids.
My body throbbing and shaking with excitement,
Yearning your soft wet lips pressed against
And wandering about my silky skin.
Whispered word caressing the back of my neck
Engaging with emotions,
Indulging in touch
Intense passion becomes interlocked,
As my soul burns with life.
No WhereSleep burns my eyes.
Dreams are lost,
No where to be found.
Doubt stings the innocent minds.
Destination unknown
Time ticks n� ticks
But doesn�t move forward.
Curiosity is shown.
Hearts skip a beat, or two
Butterflies elude my stomach
Without you here beside me
My senses become anew.
Feelings of loneliness
Overcome me in these times.
No where to escape,
No where of sweet bliss.
Nature
Approached by nature dreams at night
Mountains divided in two
Marvelous scenic sight
But the pain still lingers through.
Yearning, learning, burning
This heart can�t be tamed
Emotions scrambled and searching
For a love that has remained.
Indulged in sweet thoughts
Scorched by corrupt dreams
What is being sought?
What does it all mean?
Ocean of Love
If I fell into the ocean,
Would you save me
Or Let me Drown?
With the waves crashing
Over my head
Would u dive in?
Our love flows like the ocean
Our dreams rise up like waves
Diligently
If I stumble and fall
Will u pick me up
Or make me crawl?
REWORDED:
Ocean of Love
Love flowing like an ocean
Dreams crashing into the sea
Hearts beating as one
Prayers spoken diligently.
If I fell into this ocean
Would you save me?
Or let me drown?
With the waves
Engulfing my body
Would you dive right in?
Or wait until I rest ashore?
Ship lost at sea
Months and months go by
Why does this happen to me?
Be free and let me fly.
Too Fast
Did I close my eyes too fast?
Did I let go too soon?
These feelings of the past
Still invade my dreams.
My regrets brought alive,
My thoughts consumed,
Love in a new disguise
Of daydreams and fantasies.
Forbidden Perfect Love
Forbidden secrets linger in the cold, night air.
Perfect touch, perfect motion, perfect reflection.
Love taunting my lips, caressing my heart.
Hidden meanings, hidden feelings.
Trapped in a whirlpool of confusion
My heart tears at the seams.
Lost in the mainstreams of thoughts
I can not fight the currents.
Free Skies
Feeling the true meaning of Freedom.
Streaks of pink and orange
Dance between the feathery clouds
Blue with a silver outline.
The sight of true beauty
Created by God�s hands
Leaves me breathless.
Knowing that man
Could never destroy the sky.
In the sky my heart resides�
Above all things,
Pure in it�s essence.
Out
Out of sight,
Out of control,
No grasp
I can�t get a hold.
Stumbling,
Tumbling,
Sinking,
Into a world so cold.
Tired eyes,
Tired heart,
Sleep can�t be found,
Emotions torn apart.
Yearning,
Burning,
Dying,
Depression ready to start.
Sight,
Touch,
Now revived,
Saved by a love of such.
Lingering,
Clinging,
Giving,
Strength to carry on.
Victory
I�ve been in times like these,
Trapped with no where to run.
When the cold sting of pain
Is induced into my flesh
I can�t help but cry.
The tears burn my eyes,
As they fall to the floor.
Out of all the things
I wanted to show you
Love was rated number one.
You have never been loved
The way that I could have loved you.
You�ll never be held
With arms that would cradle you
All night till early dawn.
All this time we have talked
Never once did I doubt you.
Then I got messages from others
And then the doubt rushed in.
In the truth lies pain
And in the pain lies you and I.
I can�t turn back the hands of time,
But I can adjust the future.
What was, will always be
And now is no longer.
Take this tear I shed
Look into it and find me.
My reflection is there,
Stained with hurt
And accused by love.
Tried and triumphed
I have won,
The victory is now mine.
Love is on my side.
Cold Frustration
Cold frustration
Freezing my feelings.
A simple temptation,
Causing the killing.
The mind, body, and soul
Are now exterminated.
Desire swallows me whole.
As I become hated.
Drunken with tears,
Sober with life,
Drowning in fears,
No longer blithe.
Hate poisons my blood,
Killing me inside, out.
Love use to flow like a flood,
Faith now like a drought.
Within Your Eyes
Within your eyes I saw
A burning passion
Fueled by tainted love.
I saw flames of happiness
Dancing wild with such passion
Causing a thousand smiles.
I saw love
Stand and hold your hand
Forever till the end of time,
But best of all, I saw
A reflection of me
And knew I was in your heart.
Time, Tears, and Prayers
Time to think
Time to wait
Time to kill impatience.
Tears of sorrow
Tears of tomorrow
Tears to relieve the pain
Prayers for answers
Prayers for strength
Prayers to help soothe my soul.
Time, tears, and prayers
Carried me through two months
Of curiosity and anticipation.
Two months of torture and struggle,
Struggle to overcome the trials of life.
The decision was hard.
The decision was yours
And you made it for me.
For my happiness
And for the room to grow.
Thank you for making that decision,
The decision that made me happy,
Made me eager and hungry for life.
Thank you for being there
And for supporting me
Even though it was hard.
Thank you for your love.
I love you for being you.
Too Fast
Did I close my eyes too fast?
Did I let go too soon?
These feelings of the past
Still invade my dreams.
My regrets brought alive,
My thoughts consumed,
Love in a new disguise
Of daydreams and fantasies.
Feelings
You untie the ribbon of pain
With your sweet words.
The pain no longer burdens my soul.
I tell you that my heart is tame,
But in all reality it�s unleashed.
You�re afraid to be trusted
Yet more afraid to trust.
Sometimes I catch you falling
While your life book opens
And your story unwinds.
Never once did you imaging feelings,
Feelings between you and I.
Feelings that make it hard
Too hard to say goodbye.
Cover Me
You covered me with your love,
While your mercy fell upon me.
I drown in sweet dreams
Waking to your wonderful presence.
Your warm embracing arms hold me,
Keeping me safe from harm.
Close to your heart becoming one,
Never drifting apart.
Never once did you let me down,
Never letting me know pain and sorrow.
The lasting sweet of your touch still lingering,
Keeping me in suspense till the end of time.
Tearing me Apart
My hopes vanish like a breath,
All around me is the darkness of death.
My dreams and wishes turn to fears
As I am fed with the bread of tears.
My soul refuses to be eased
As my heart is seized.
My flesh may fail,
But my heart�s love will prevail.
Like rusty nails to the heart,
This pain is tearing me apart.
More Than Words
I love you more than words can say,
But do you feel the same way?
Hopes and dreams of you and I
Cross my mind night and day.
There�s a risk I�m willing to take
And I know my hearts at stake.
I�ve never felt this strongly before
And your love I�ll never forsake.
I don�t know why I feel the way I do,
There�s something special about you.
You just don�t understand,
How much that I love you!
Reality
Not having to wonder why,
The dreams I dream at night
Are just like lullabies.
All my fantasies come true.
Sleeping the night away,
I surrender my love to you.
Rising with the sun,
I must awake the wonderful dreams.
Thinking of what can be done,
But when I wake, reality is back.
There is nothing I can do
And that is that.
Hey Lover
Hey Lover, look my way.
Leave a tender kiss on my lips.
Whisper I love you in my ear.
Walk towards me slowly.
Tell me I am all you ever wanted
And all you have dreamed of.
Hey Lover, be patient with me.
Give me all your trust,
Trust me with all your heart.
Be kind unto me and show me mercy.
Sprinkle me with favor
And delight me with understanding.
Take time to fill all my needs.
Tell me all your darkest secrets.
Be my best friend, the one I never had.
Take my hand and show me affection.
Shower me with your undying love.
Hey Lover, teach me the meaning of love.
Hidden Love
All this time I�ve searching for love so true.
I would close my eyes and let you pass me by
Never knowing that the one loving me was you.
The one I needed, the one I loved.
Misunderstood, I waited too long.
Now I face the truth,
But you have already moved on.
Leaving me scarred by hidden love.
I let you go as a friend,
I let true love pass me by.
Even though you�ll be there till the end,
I gave up my only chance.
I�d lay my life on the line for you.
I promised I�d never give up,
But I lied to you and me both.
Now I am scarred by hidden love.
Visualize
Close your eyes
And visualize:
Broken hearts,
Missing parts,
Souls being torn,
A dreadful mourn,
Love mistaken,
Words forsaken,
The possibilities endless
For a world defenseless
Ruined
You don�t know what to be
Or even who you are.
You�re living a life of mystery,
You�re living in the dark.
Confusion sets into your heart,
Because you�ve taken the wrong road.
The despite now starts
Everyday as you carry your heavy load.
Looking back at all your fond memories
You wish you could go back in time,
But now you�re living in daydreams and fantasies
And reality is hard to find.
You desire just one more try,
But you drown in your own pity and sorrow.
As your hope seeps while you cry
You realize nothing keeps you going for tomorrow.
Lost in Confusion
Lost in confusion,
Whirl wind of hate.
Time no longer on my side
While I mess with the wonders of fate.
Words taken from my lips,
Falling short of breath.
Thoughts stolen from my mind
Leaving me alone with darkness.
