Glutton for punishment I see.

Okay, today I am going to talk about men.  Why do we need them?  I mean we have enough sperm now in the good old sperm banks to procreate without them.  Also, most of the time self pleasure is 10 times better than the act of sex is.  If we need a good old peice of something to fill our hole, there is always dildos and vibrators and a number of other toys of this kind.  Geesh!!! Yet women still spend half their lives dressing up to impress the same people who can't even match socks. 

Remember, anything boys can do girls can do better.

Is it just me or is everyone about the drama.  Why?  Do people enjoy the crap?  I for one hate it.  It is an unwanted and unneeded waste of my time.  If you want to play games that is all good.  There are many different forms and ways to play.  There are also people willing to play them with you.  I am not one of these people.  You know we only get one chance at life, why can't it be fun?  There is so much to do and so little time.  I am not a jealous needy person.  I used to be.  It got me no where.  I have so much to do and so little time to do it. 

Remember, what the door mouse said "Feed your head".

"Maybe they would find me more charmin on account of what's befallen me-the unexpected horror I have seen, the inevitable pain I've endured.  It's an awful truth that suffering can deepen us, give a greater luster to our colors, a richer resonance to our words.  That is, if it doesn't destroy us, if it doesn't burn away the optimism and the spirit, the capacity for visions, and the respect for simple yet indispensable things.  Please forgive me if I sound bitter.  I don't have any right to be."

Ok, There is something I need to express but I am not quite sure how to word it.  Meeting someone for the first time and experiencing an instant shocking chemistry is such a scary fucking thing.  I live in a closed up bitter little world so when something happens to bring a light good feeling in it kinda throws you for a loop.  I think it may be important to avoid things like this.  It causes too much trouble.  Like I, or anyone else needs thier mind reeling like that.