| Nothing More I am the one Standing by your side Making you laugh Making you smile I am the one Yearning to know If I am simply Nothing more than a friend Or if you think I am something more I am the one Watching you Around other girls Noticing how you treat them Is how you treat me And I wonder If I am just like them Or if I am something more I am the one You choose to lean upon When the days Are weighing you down You rest your head on my arm And say you wish to stay And not be forced to move So I wonder If I am something more And then one day you tell me Who someone more is to you And that her affection for you Has made you return the favor You break my heart without knowing it And send tears flowing down my cheeks You smile as you say so And I cry while you speak I guess I am nothing more Weeks later you come running A smile lighting up your face And you show me a stuffed toy Telling me of your joy I force a fake reply One that sounds happy for you Even though my insides Are being destroyed By your joy Internal tears fall Cascading down my heart To the very depths of sorrow I am the one Standing in the distance Watching you wrap your arms Around this person Who is something more to you And wonder who am I Am I your little sister? Am I just a friend? Or do I even have a place? I beg you, I want to know Why did you make me think That I was something more? |