So angry that I can't even look at you in the
eye.
I'm so confused as to the actions you chose
At what you tell me, to make me think,
something else.
You say one thing,
byt do another.
And I just can't scream loud enough
No one gets it, especially me
This life is so blurry,
So I wish everything was clear.
I wish I could see in your eyes the beauty I
saw before.
Words come at me, left and right.
I wonder which ones to believe,
Which ones are true.
Looking for the answer in your eyes
I hear what you say,
But how you act only confuses me.
I treated you like a goddess,
Only to be treated like the devil in return.
So many riddles to figure out.
You know me inside, what's in my head.
Don't ever pretend you don't
But I just can't seem to scream loud enough
I just don't get it, lucky me.
Just want to see the sparkle that was onec there.
Wanting the answer to the stupid riddle.
Iw was never even there as I stare back
at you,
Cold and calculating.
We were never even there.
It was for me,
But for you it was just another day.
You pretend you want that answer that
I'm always ready to give
All I want is the same answer from you,
for real.
You show me how you feel, but your
words are all lies.
But what's done is done
I'll be the one to get furt
Whether it makes you happy or not.
I'll be the one......
